Based on comments from guessimdemons92

Tw: self hatred

It's quiet, the only sound being soft snoring from DC next to him. There's no distractions, no where to hide from his thoughts. He turns from where he was previously staring at the ceiling to look at DC, watching the slow rise and fall of his partner's chest. He didn't understand why DC stayed with him, it was clear he was replaceable. He turns back to the ceiling, DC loved him, he knew that.

He couldn't see why, there was nothing to like about him. He sighs, turning to lie on his side and facing away from DC. DC, who deserved the world, who deserved so much better than he got, and so much better than Florida.

Florida couldn't give him any of that, he couldn't even keep up in meetings. There's a lump in his throat and tears in his eyes, DC would leave him eventually, because he was selfish and draining, he made everything about him and ruined meetings, DC would leave, he had to.

His eyes widen slightly when DC shifts, moving closer to Florida, and for a moment he worries he woke DC up, but DC continues snoring softly from his spot next to Florida. He should leave, DC needed sleep and his tossing and turning was bound to wake him eventually.

He's about to get up when DC pulls him closer, hugging Florida to his chest and resting his chin on Florida's head, Florida flushes, leaning into the touch.

He could talk to DC about this later, for now he'd focus on not waking his partner.