it's not me it's you.

colby's perspective:


it's been about a week and i haven't seen sarah in awhile. she's apparently been hanging out with friends a lot. i decided i wanted to see her today so i texted her to hang out today and she said she would stop by later. i walked downstairs from my room to see sam in the kitchen. we haven't really talked sense are little argument and i can tell he's still kinda pissed at my decision. i bit my lip nervously and put my hand on his shoulder making his body turn and face me "look man i'm sorry" i said with a sincere voice. sam just sighed and shrugged "it's fine just be carefull" he said walking away. i was happy me and sam were good but he's still distant... 


~time skip~


sarah walked in my room making me smile "hey baby" i said excited as she just returned it with a weak smile "whats wrong?" i asked as she sat next to me "nothing" she said avoiding eye contact. i lifted her chin to look at me "tell me what's up" i asked my heart beating faster as i got scared what was going to come out of her mouth next. she shrugged and layed down fully on the bed "i love you sarah you can tell me anything" i said stroking her hand. "that's the problem" she said sitting up "what?" i stuttered out. "colby cant you tell i'm using you and that's all fine and dandy but i don't love you, never had your too boring" she said standing up. "were done" she said walking out looking unbothered. i stood there feeling more stupid than hurt. i regret everything. its not like i can go to sam he's just gonna be all "i told you so" and i let go of trista. why the hell did i do that she was so nice and pretty and fucking perfect. i feel so dumb that i let her use me again, shes manipulative and i fell for it. i really fucked up this time...

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