I left the trap house and got in my car driving to Brennen's house. when I pulled up to his white small house that held more memories then I even knew existed. my heart started breathing faster the more I started thinking. what even fucking is closer? do I just yell at him or do i have to stay calm or do I even say anything on just hear him out? I took a breath and relaxed my shoulder and exited the car walking up his driveway and then the three small stairs that led to his porch. I stood there as my hands trembled as I slowly raised it about to knock.

flashback:

I stood on Brennen's porch about to knock after my work as I felt the familiar arms wrap around me. I turn around to see Brennen with his soft smile "you scared me" I said giggling. he chuckled slightly and kissed my nose "I love that giggle" he whispers putting his forehead against mine. i smiled wide and kissed his lips  and he kissed back. the kiss wasn't deep or sexual just soft and comforting. he pulled away and grabbed my hand "I have something to tell you" he said happily. i raised and eyebrow and motioned for him to continue "well" he started "its nothing that big but i got you those new earrings you said you wanted the other day, I dropped them off at you apartment cause I didn't think you were gonna come here after work" he said. I smiled and hugged him "Brennen you didn't have to" I said. "I know" he said as he looked down at the ground with what looked like...guilt? I let it go and we went inside.

i shook my head trying to get rid of the memories as my hand hit the door and i knocked. i closed my eyes and took a breath only to open them when I hear his door opening. he opens the door and leans against the door frame. "long time no see" he says with a smirk. i mentally roll my eyes and began talking "um I was just wondering why you came to the party earlier" i said softly looking down at the ground. "why don't you come inside" he says in the quiet voice he always used when he could tell I was upset. I walked in hesitantly and flickered my eyes around his clean house. the living room was on the left with the brown couch facing the big tv and to the left was his marble kitchen. and strait in front of me was the hallway that led to the 2 bedrooms a bathroom and the stairs at the end leading to the second story. Brennen took a breath making me regain my focus back to him. he took a step closer to me now only being a few feet away. "Trista... I went to the party cause I was jealous" he said looking me in my eyes. I gave him a confused look. "what do you mean? I haven't seen your for months and lets not forget the fact you cheated on me. you don't have the right to be jealous" I said raising my voice slightly. he stepped closer and kept looking right at me, I cant read him he's just there. not letting me know what he's thinking. "I'm sorry about that" he said softly. I felt tears form in my eyes as i hope for them to go away. "you don't get the right to be sorry after so long" I sad the tears now falling from my eyes and streaming down my cheeks. "why not Trista" Brennen yelled making me slightly flinch as I wasn't expecting it. "why cant I be jealous over you? why cant I not except you with another guy? why is that so wrong" he yelled stepping slightly closer with every word. I rolled my eyes and wiped the tears of my face. "because you left me and you ended things so no you have no rights, fuck you Brennen for thinking you can try to redeem yourself" I said as I left his house slamming the door on the way out. I got in my car and drove to my apartment. I guess Sam was wrong on this...