i have been in my room almost all week. Emma hasint texted or called back. i guess she just moved on to her new friends. i sighed and stood up to take a shower. i decided to take a bath as i turned on some music. i relaxed and let out slow breaths as the steaming water absorbed my skin and all the thoughts of Colby left my mind. i got lost in the music as i closed my eyes and started singing along, making myself feel less broken. i sat in the bath listening to music for about an hour. i drained the water as it made that slow drowning noise. i stood up as water fell off my now cold body as i grabbed my towel. i wrapped it around my body as i walked back into my room putting on some black sweatpants and a sweatshirt. i decided i should get some fresh air sense its been awhile. i put on my white slip on vans and exited my apartment. i walked around the block when i passed the skate park that me and Colby had are first date at. i sighed and even if it was a bad idea i decided to walk over to his house. 

  i stood infront of the giant tan mansion as my eyes flickered around all the windows secretly hoping to see colbys face, his amazing blue eyes and his devilish smile. i smiled to myself and then shook my head walking back to my apartment.

a/n: short part but the next one is colbys perspective so, sorry. next one ill try to make longer