I got back from hanging out with Kian and opened my apartment door to see Colby leaning against the island "hey baby" I said as question held my voice. "you late, you said you would be home at 6" I glanced at the time on the oven and saw it was 8:30. I let out a giggle because I half thought he was joking "sorry dad I just lost track of the time" I said sarcastically as I put my purse on the chair that was two my left and focused my attention back on Colby who had his arms crossed "I'm sorry it just makes me wonder why you were out with a single guy for hours and weren't checking the time" he said as jealously overthrew his "calm" tone. I stood there shocked and let out a sigh "Colby I'm not cheating on you were just friends, can I not have that?" I said my voice rising slightly. he threw his head back annoyed as he let out an arrogant scoff. "well I don't know Trista it's pretty weird your only close friend is a single guy that brings you to cliche date spots" he exclaimed as he stepped closer to me. I rolled my eyes and rubbed my face trying to ignore his rough glare "well at least I didn't have you as a second choice did I?" I said looking back up at Colby as I felt tears emerge in my eyes. I hated fighting with people and I've always handled being yelled at in a shitty way so the more his voice raised the more my heart shattered, but he knows that. "Are you seriously still thinking about that? it was a mistake! you have to remember that and stop being hung up on it, you're so overdramatic. who knows maybe that's why Brennen cheated on you!" he screamed. I stood there in shock and shook my head. He realized what he just said and frantically tried to apologize. "shit Trista I'm sorry" he said grabbing my shoulder as I quickly stepped back keeping my gaze away from Colby's eyes. I grabbed my purse and opened the door before looking back quickly "ill go be overdramatic somewhere else for a while then" I whispered before shutting the door and running to my car. I got to the car and locked my door as I let everything out. I screamed and cried as everything over the past several months. This whole thing was just so toxic and I don't know what to do anymore, I guess I have to figure out if I love Colby or just the idea of loving someone who loves me back. When I calmed down I let out a long sigh and sniffled my nose before starting my car and driving to wherever the hell I was going. Me and Colby, maybe we were just, never meant to be...   

A/N: not me crying from my own book, wrong bitch XD also, the song I just thought is a good one to listen to when reading this chapter cause I listened to it when writing it lmao