"whats up?" Trista asked me confused. i looked at the ground and started tracing the patterns of the wood floor to distracted myself "we need to break up.." i said holding no emotions in my voice. "what, why? because i didn't tell you one thing about my past come on Colby don't do this to me again, this emotional toll you put me threw" she said losing her temper, who wouldn't. i sighed and stood up as she did the same "it's not that...its just" i stopped talking. i dont wanna tell her its so i can go back to Sarah. "just thats how its gonna work ok?" i said making eye contact which i forget. her beautiful earthy green eyes staring into mine. she soon looked away and wiped the tears off her face "fine goodbye Colby, just go" she said in a whisper. i walked to the door as i hear her whisper one more thing "i guess i was the one that wasn't good enough after all" i walk out of her apartment and go to my car as her words replayed in my head i guess i was the one that wasn't good enough after all as i started my car i felt tears slip out of my eyes "fuck" i say wiping them away as i drive back to the trap house. driving home was the worst for the reason i could only think about my situation. i should be happy, i'm getting Sarah back so why am i so sad. i love Trista but sarah was my first love, the one i thought i was gonna spend the rest of my life with. i guess i was the one that wasn't good enough after all, it's not that she isn't good enough but that i think Sarah could fix me and overall...but i guess she doesn't know that does she. i entered the driveway and entered the empty house. i guess the roommates are out doing something. i went to my room and laid there thinking which wasn't the best idea. i started crying slightly when my door opened making me jerk my body up quickly wiping my face. Sam stood in the doorway and examined me "what's wrong" he asked. "i didn't know you were home" i said ignoring his question. "yea me and Jake just got home" he said shutting my door and walking over to me sitting next to me on the edge of the bed. "so why were you crying" he said looking me in the eyes the best he could with me staring at my hands that rested on my lap. i just shrugged and sighed "i broke up with Trista" i whispered. "what why?" he asked with a shocked tone of voice. "Sarah said she wanted me back" i said trying to sound excited but couldn't for some reason. sam looks down at the ground "i don't know what to tell you bro" he said in a serious voice. "you can't" i said in a joking tone so i didn't sound so sad but sam didn't buy it. "come on lets go for a walk" Sam said standing up and holding his hand out. i rolled my eyes and grabbed his hand as we walked outside of the house and down the street.