apolgies without change is just manipulation

colby's perspective:


i pulled up to sarah's house and walked inside. "babe" i yelled throughout the house. "in here" sarah yelled back from her bedroom. I walked in and smiled as I saw her laying in her bed on her laptop "can i ask you a kind of weird question" she said bluntly. i raised an eyebrow and sat on the edge of her bed "sure go ahead whats up?" i asked as curiosity laced my voice. "can i borrow 50 dollars? i wanna get something but i have to do my house and car payments soon" she said looking into my eyes. "um sure" i say getting out my card and handing it to her as she smiled "thanks baby" she said in a happy tone making me smile. it's not the first time she's asked for money, especially this week but in don't mind i guess. whatever makes my baby happy. after about an hour of talking she decides we should go out today. We decided to go to the nearby corner store to grab snacks and then head to the Trap house to watch a movie. 


trista's perspective:


i hate myself so much for letting colby have such an impact on my life. i tried to get my job back at the bar but they wouldn't rehire me sense when i quit i just up and left without a notice, thanks to colby of course so i got a job at the corner store about a block away. I keep trying to reach emma cause i've seen some of her modeling stuff around but still no answer which was expected i guess. i started my shift at LakeCross corner store as the bell from the door rang "welcome" i said in a monotone voice not looking up from my phone to see who it is. they put a bag of chips and some monster on the counter when i look up. it was Colby with sarah. with that simple moment my heart felt like it stopped beating, everything was frozen. it's like the feeling you get when your about to fall but you catch yourself and then you have that feeling in your chest and stomach...but it was stuck there and wouldn't go away. i rung up there items as i made awkward eye contact with colby. he stared back before looking away with this painful look held on his face. i out there stuff in a bag and looked at my feet "6.54 please" i said just above a whisper as my voice cracked. colby handed me 7 dollars as i put it in the cashregister. i went to hand him his change and as i handed it to him my hand glazed his making this happy feeling of "everything is gonna be ok" rush through my body that i know he felt to but nothing. i didn't even get a facial expression, he really moved on. "thankyou!" sarah said cheerfully as they walked out of the store hand and hand as tears filled my eyes and as the store door shut tears slowly flowed down my cheeks as if i wanted him to just run back into the store and hug me. but he never did...





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