f o u r t y s e v e n

the last chapter was bad but this is even worse, sorry lmao ;)


I wake up and it's brighter outside than what it usually is at 7 am. I check my phone.


"Shit," I mumble under my breath. It's 4 pm. My alarm didn't go off.


How the fuck did I sleep in for 9 hours? School is already over. Instantly I pick up my phone and call Dan. I was planning on telling him how I feel today. I have the tiniest bit of hope that he feels the same, and I'm going off of that. He's too good for me, but it's what I need, so fuck it! Even if he doesn't feel the same, I'll ask him to not let it make things awkward. I don't want to lose my only friend, but I don't want to keep this a secret. Yes, I, Phil Lester the punk, have a crush on the pastel boy.


"Hello?"


"Hey! Sorry, I wasn't in school today, I slept in. How are you?"


"I don't really know, something weird happened today."


I have a smile plastered on my face that I doubt can be altered. I love speaking to Dan. I love Dan.


"What?" 


"Well, uh, you know Anthony?"


"What did he do to you?" I ask, concerned.


"Nothing bad, he, well he asked me to be his boyfriend."


My smile drops. 


"What did you say?"


"Yes."


I drop the phone, picking it up quickly and apologising.


"Anyway, what did you call me about?"


"Just to apologise for not being there tomorrow."


"Don't worry, I spent the day with Anthony."


"I'm happy for you, Dan. That's really great news!" I say, trying to sound as sincere as possible.


"Yeah," His voice doesn't sound fully convincing, but whose does after school? 


"Bye then."


"Bye."

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