the last chapter was bad but this is even worse, sorry lmao ;)
I wake up and it's brighter outside than what it usually is at 7 am. I check my phone.
"Shit," I mumble under my breath. It's 4 pm. My alarm didn't go off.
How the fuck did I sleep in for 9 hours? School is already over. Instantly I pick up my phone and call Dan. I was planning on telling him how I feel today. I have the tiniest bit of hope that he feels the same, and I'm going off of that. He's too good for me, but it's what I need, so fuck it! Even if he doesn't feel the same, I'll ask him to not let it make things awkward. I don't want to lose my only friend, but I don't want to keep this a secret. Yes, I, Phil Lester the punk, have a crush on the pastel boy.
"Hello?"
"Hey! Sorry, I wasn't in school today, I slept in. How are you?"
"I don't really know, something weird happened today."
I have a smile plastered on my face that I doubt can be altered. I love speaking to Dan. I love Dan.
"What?"
"Well, uh, you know Anthony?"
"What did he do to you?" I ask, concerned.
"Nothing bad, he, well he asked me to be his boyfriend."
My smile drops.
"What did you say?"
"Yes."
I drop the phone, picking it up quickly and apologising.
"Anyway, what did you call me about?"
"Just to apologise for not being there tomorrow."
"Don't worry, I spent the day with Anthony."
"I'm happy for you, Dan. That's really great news!" I say, trying to sound as sincere as possible.
"Yeah," His voice doesn't sound fully convincing, but whose does after school?
"Bye then."
"Bye."