That night, I stared at the ceiling, thoughts crowding my mind. I turned to my side, holding onto Harry's necklace. I held it tight. Its the only part of Harry I have now.
Tears leaked out of my eyes. I sniffed and sat up. My necklace hung over my neck, the cold silver touching me.
I looked out the window. Before, I would look out in hopes of seeing my beautiful Harry. His curls and green eyes and perfect body made their way to my thoughts, torturing me. I need him. I want him. I want to run over to his flat and grab him, never letting him go.
But I can't. I cant feel his kiss anymore. I cant feel his hug or hear his low voice. I want him. But I just cant have him. My baby.
*4 DAYS LATER*
My mum and I had finally finished packing. My heart was squeezing in my chest. It had been four days since I held Harry in my arms. I haven't even seen him. I guess this is really happening.
My mum put all of our bags in the car. I brought up enough courage to go to Harry's flat to say goodbye. I knocked on the door softly. It slowly opened.
Harry's beautiful face made me feel weak.
"Naomi?" he says.
His voice. Ive missed that so much.
"Um, I'm-uh, leaving now." It was so painful to say.
He tensed up. "Oh."
I rubbed my arm nervously.
"Is this actually how it ends?" I ask.
He shrugs. We look at each other for while. Then Harry wraps his arms around me. It felt so good. I held him tight.
"I'm going to miss your smile." he says.
I wiped away a tear and sniffed.
"I'm going to miss your beautiful eyes and soft hair." I tell him.
He gives me a half smile.
"Its best this way."
I sigh.
"Then why does it hurt so much?" I ask.
He runs his fingers through my hair.
"We'll see each other again some day. I promise."
I nod. "I love you."
I tell him. He smiles and kisses my cheek.
"I love you too. See you later."
I nod, holding tears in.
"Hold me one more time." I say.
Without hesitating, he circled his arms around me, holding me close. We hug for so long, then let go. Harry's hand brushed across my cheek.
"I'll miss you."
I take his hand and kiss his fingers.
"And I will always love you."
He smiles. I've missed that beautiful smile.
"Naomi?" my mum calls.
I look over. Shes ready.
"Goodbye, beautiful." he says.
Before I can think, I grab his face and kiss him hard. When we release, I turn to the side.
"Goodbye." I choke out.
Harry kisses my cheek, then watches me leave. I climb into the car. We start to drive, but harry and I don't take our eyes off each other. Soon I cant see him anymore.
"Are you alright?" Mum asks.
I sniff and sit back.
"Yes. But I've learned something here."
"What?"
I turn to face her.
"If you really love someone, but you just can't be together, its best to learn how to let them go."
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