If you haven't heard of Thea Van Seijen, the you really don't do music!  She has a very wonderful voice, she even has a very wonderful backstory where she made herself who she is today she has PTSD, was able to shed light on and more hope on me. That maybe I could go and do something big with my life anyways I threw the first stone or should I say the message and mention hey I like your music I also have PTSD and other time I use my legal name, Elena. and I told her my story with how I got the damn PTSD how I try to cope with it. This was a celebrity. We used to exchange more than enough voice messages that I actually was able to understand that she was not just a celebrity but a human being and that she was actually real, and not a scammer!
That being said, I also enjoyed talking to her. She mentioned that I was a beautiful soldier, even though I'm not a soldier still a brave person on the last we used to talk about an exchange our stories about our collective problem and she actually inspired me to be a bit of a singer although my voice is obviously more alto and more different than her. She has a very nice voice voice, very nice voice every which way human so that being say we can't have the same voice all the time I mean, that's was just that she was a nice person to talk to the first celebrity I ever mentioned other than maybe Susan a glue car when I had her sign something after a concert but this was the first actual celebrity I connected with and it was very interesting. I know this sounds a little.stalkerish, but it is the damn truth. I did talk to her first she was text on Instagram and I turned it voice messages on Instagram. We were going to be penpals, but I lost somehow for some reason forgot that one account and I have no plans on getting it back. I know that is sad that was one of my first friends other than and I nails are Matthew who I really like to talk to. I find that I was able to commiserate with her or talk to her without having to be, another person!
I think that year I also ended up getting my first musical instrument and that's when the thing started with music not just listening to the stuff, but I actually decided I'm going to partake in it as well at the time my mother was still alive and I knew she would have a sh*t fit if I tried to sing, I ended up having a tutor and music who helped me trying to my singing voice and that blue and right out of the water for my mother. She ended up realizing that I actually had a voice and then I was over the many throat infections as a child that caused me not to sing or prevented me from singing I should say that being said I still sing but I also play the guitar and stuff that tutor was Amanda Jordan my second or if you include Susan Aglukark car my third celebrity as she was on Spotify as well as was making it big!   I also had her as a Facebook friend for quite some time, but that was one thing even taught me the guitar spoiler alert. I had ended up getting a guitar! But that wasn't the only instrument I got! 

-T.M.