It was one hour eating lunch when I was getting ready for the Batman movie that I realized that the people talking to me were saying that once your PTSD is gone it's gone for good unless something else silly happens. That means my vase has been complete and actually put back together all I have to do is let the glue dry bold glue dry as I was going about my daily life from now on. We had this discussion because I said is it possible to get rid of PTSD as you can get rid of diabetes or other stuff they said yes it is and you're doing it right now rush bye being here and I was fell rasher of adrenaline and felt like I was going to be happy for the rest of my life being PTSD free what is it from a doctor nobody was from someone who was of experience. Hours enjoying the fact that I didn't have to go around like an old curmudgeon and being me all the time. I didn't have to I was the sunflower now that was going directly towards the sun facing it I mean. That means I was drawn towards more better things in life instead of the negative shit. Which was meaning that I was recovering really fast for my PTSD all I needed to do was get out of my old house and my hometown just to do it it was a two-year process where it was done and when I went to the doctors days before I did not have dementia my PTSD it was as if it wasn't even there anymore. So they were right when I was eating the lunch in the movie theatre parking lot where the PTSD will be gone. As soon as I found out I was happy and ate my lunch but was enjoying most of the lunch particularly the hummus and pita bread
I am is the app watching the new Batman movie it was a very good movie was three hours long just like Alexander the very good movie I love Batman and all the different superhero movies it was more realistic so one of the people were able to watch it without suffering and enjoyed it. Should I always like babs in Batman. And then I started to go on after the movie about the villain who was a Mark spoiler alert supposed to have a sob story about being in our orphanage like me 30 kids to a fucking room and being a shithead. After the movie was done I decided to say that I was also in that same situation but I didn't act like an animal or a super villain I decided to deal with things creatively and more constructive way there is a philosophy in the Insane Clown Posse were infuser on for eight when it comes to your temper and your anger. And it can either make or break you.
I hate either super villains or criminals real life or otherwise using the mental health card Romano disability card for their actions and finally get out of them I hate that so much to the point where one day when I'm my mothers age 67 that I will go and climb mount Everest Josh to make a point that people with a GNC or who people had PTSD should be aware of an excepted. We shouldn't be shouldn't be allowed to be treated like shit or criminals just because we have been treated like shit ourselves in our past is not right. And these criminals and villains that make these make us look like shit hands are really terrible and I wanna make a statement when I climb Mount Everest to say we're only human. People with PTSD address human and Asian people. And then we deserve to be equal as well as human as well. I've learned a lot during my 33 years on this planet acknowledging my emotions and then saying piss on it I am moving on.
I am glad that I am able to go to voicemail without any hassle from my squirrel a.k.a. my brain. It's now do something I put a hat on Weatherby my brothers old white Yankee cap, or the rough country cap that I have on right now. Or the whatever had I have to wear. I don't believe that the brain should hackle you or hassle you in anyway it's a system thing you put your head on. And will controls what you do physically with your body like breathing heart radio part me another chance but it doesn't control your emotions the heart controls your emotions are you should think more with your heart than with that fucking brain that is more of a hood ornament than thing else in my opinion.