I remember when I was in the second grade especially in the winter and after a crappy day at school that I would after dinner and when the sun settled in the west, go on my swing set and swing for hours on end! That being said it was a form of exercise and stress relief that I liked that helped and I did this every day even on the weekend! Yes, school sucked that much! Usually I go in the night if it was clear and I was. Able to see the stars! There I would imagine the Big Dipper coming to live and that I was riding Ursa Major's back! Or that I was a supper hero! Either way my imagination went wild in a good way! I loved that swing set until fourth grade when I claimed or am certain that I saw the apparition of a dog and assume that it was a long, bad family dog that I misunderstood that being said I ran screaming in the house ghost ghost ghost! So then I stopped going to the swingset never bothering to go there ever again I was scared crappless!
What did my mother say? She said that I was talking silly and that probably was fog as you can. Guess my family was atheist. Not a good way to go. Atheist is not. My type of thing is religion organized religion. I'm nature base person, but I was still very certain that I saw the ghost of our family Pet, Jennifer!
When I realize that I started seeing ghosts, they were not hallucinations. I used to see ghost remember when I mentioned about smelling my grandmother's perfume in my room many times before well that was because ghosts are real, and they should not be taken lightly by junk science, there is such a thing as spirits in the spirit world. Some people who are atheist. I find are very in denial about the supernatural and paranormal going on that happened in our realm, especially my father would annoy me to hack and back! I would like to see that many eat his words one day but I think he is eating them but what he is suffering from!
Bad things happen to stupid people I think, I am not mean spirited but I just don't get atheist at all.... Is kind of nihilistic in its philosophy that either see it or it's not there while I'm sorry that poor scientist I must tell you that bacteria and viruses do not exist because you certainly can't see them without a microscope. You cannot see a spirit without being a shaman so it's the same damn thing!
What aggravates me more about atheism is the lack of morality and caring that they have sometimes for other human beings some of my brothers for example who have been nothing but knuckleheads believe in nothing but junk science and not believing anything else and then having to be living a life of debauchery and disease, probably not believing that the disease actually exist because I can't see it without a microscope!
That being said, I am a spiritual scientific person I find this is more important to deal with in a more constructive matter than just atheism. I find the shamanism you can prove that nature exists. You can prove that these spirits exist because they're around us everywhere. I just don't get the atheist. I wanted to be atheist ones but after a while I was like no they're gonna be in a bad mood all the time and grouchy there was no point in dealing with , that belief system was Christianity any better!

-T.M.