Stubborn

You can ask my relatives you can ask my friends who are my family. You can ask anyone who has brushed shoulders with me that I am a stubborn human being, and a stubborn human being can be worse than a mule because mainly because of my ancestry, if you would how I was wired by my ancestry is because I am stubborn. I came from a long line of stubborn people in my genetic code that being said, my biological family used to be stubborn the people that they were descended from like the Chechens and stuff are very very stubborn people not in a bad way in a good way you wanna keep your head or did you wanna keep your history? You wanna keep your call who you will fight for it obviously, but anyways, I got that level of stubbornness where if you're gonna tell me not to do something, I will fight you on every turn and twist until you finally give up!  It is the same with the central Asians and the Uighurs, Afghan and the other people that I may have genetic ties to or actually do have genetic ties to. We are stubborn. We have been stubborn for thousands of years and we're not gonna go without a fight that being said I do my fighting anymore and I don't believe that I use my words and my actions instead and I try to be peaceful about it when I come about my stubbornness.
My mother, I don't know how many times I had her balloon because she told me not to do something and I did it anyways out of stubbornness. There is a reason why I have on both my fingers because I ain't going nowhere. I'm too stubborn to go anywhere, and I'm too stubborn to kill myself, so don't even bother trying to say that to me because I will literally show you the bad side of my stubbornness, which is basically that that I will continue to live until the day I decide or God or whoever the entity that created the universe, decides that I am now finished, but until then I'm still here fighting with my life because I'd rather continue living it and be stubborn and live a long time!
But I also know the importance of compassion and kindness, and I am stubborn about that to where I will continue to be kind and compassionate even though it'll drive some people insane it'll make people wonder I'm a freak of nature sometimes that is just plain damn stubborn!
Truth be told that was the first thing I was told when I was able to talk was that I was stubborn and I was going to have my way whether I liked it or not I was not manipulative about my stubbornness, so Machiavellianism was not my cup of tea I just downright did what I had to do or wanted to do in the first place and font to get that activity done that being said sometimes it still that case where it's a struggle to just take a shit and it's like well. I just wanna take a shit. Let me take a shit. I'm gonna take a shit! Sorry for that, but that is basically who I am in a nutshell is a stubborn person who will progress but also will stay with things that make them who they are in the first place so fight on stubborn people fight on! Also, you do not have to be of any of the ethnic groups that I am a member of to be stubborn. You just have to have that fighting spirit!

-T.M.

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