vanessa's pov ♡ ࿐ྂ ࿔ ;

i slept in until 9am since there wasn't  dance practice anymore. while i was making my bed, i started thinking about jungkook and remembered what happened last night. i checked my phone and didn't receive a good morning  text from him. i sighed as i was typing to jungkook but ended up deleting the text. i checked my social medias and saw articles and videos of the performance from last night, luckily there wasn't any reports about what happened with yoongi, jungkook and i. 

i got changed and met mr an, emily and leanne at the cafeteria to eat breakfast together. i mentioned about the meet up with bts and mr an was okay with it because he had to get some work done.

↠ 12pm ↞

we just arrived at the park near the coffee shop. bts were playing basketball at the courts and i recognised jungkook sitting at the bench watching the boys play. as we walked towards him, the boys ran up to us and we greeted each other. 

"let's play while nesskook figure things out" jimin said and they all left us at alone together

i sat next to jungkook and i looked at him, he was looking down at his palms while biting his bottom lip. i took a deep breath in and out then spoke to him.

"kookie?"

"hmm?" he said while still looking down

"i'm sorry about last night, it was all my fault" 

"i thought you loved me"

hearing jungkook say that broke my heart, i never imagined for this to be happening. i really felt like i was going to lose him. 

"oppa of course i do, i love you so much you don't even know. you were the main reason why i competed the kpop contest in the first place, if i didn't then i wouldn't be here at all" i said while holding my tears in

"after our performance, i was following everyone backstage but when i was looking for you, i tripped over then yoongi caught me. if only i was careful and didn't trip over, this would've never happened" i said and covered my face with my hands in frustration and felt emotional

"nessie, don't blame yourself. things like this happens, please don't cry" he said and sat closer to me while wrapping his arms around me

"after you left, yoongi told me what happened then said that you looked very upset and i started feeling bad. i'm sorry for reacting that way, it's just that i was in shock and heartbroken seeing you in his arms. i never experienced something like that and i really didn't know what to do, i should've listened to you" he said while drying my tears with the sleeve of his sweater 

"it was an accident, i would never hurt anyone that i love. you're so precious to me and i never want to lose you" i said while looking into his eyes 

"i'm relieved that it was only an accident and nothing more. i know you wouldn't hurt me and i wouldn't hurt you either. you're my happiness and my everything, i never want to lose you too" he said while cupping my face and staring deeply into my eyes

"oppa, i'm all yours"

"and i'm all yours, until the very end" he said then kissed me

jungkook pulled me into a warm and tight hug. after we made up, we joined the others and chilled out for the rest of the day.