(in this chapter, Alaska's pov would be when she was 11, so it would be a lil childish, the way she speaks, of course. Anddd it's also about drugs. REMEMBER, DO NOT DO DRUGS. This chapter contains cuss words)

* Alaska *

- Age 11, 11:20 p.m.-

"DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!"

"I'm your mother! You're going to end up in jail if you keep doing this"

"SO? SO???? LIKE YOU EVEN CARE! THIS IS MY LIFE, I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!"

I press my ears against the door of my room. I'm supposed to be sleeping, but their shouting is making me restless. I'm suppose to get my daily 9 hours sleep, I have a math competition tomorrow. I can feel my tears roll down my cheeks. Please don't go Alex...

Alex is my only brother, the only person who would take me to get ice cream after school at five whenever I want. But this year, he suddenly...changed..... He started to go out with this group of eeky people who smelt like pee and he comes home at 4 in the morning, everyday. Turns out, he was eating white powder, that's what mommy told me. I never knew Alex liked flour. I should buy him more flour next time. But I have no idea why mommy and daddy don't like Alex eating flour. They shouted at him. I felt sad for him, I tried hugging him and protecting him but they all told me to go to my room.

"Alexander Matthew Sawyer, what did you just say?"

"I SAY I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!!"

I can hear the front door open.

"If you step out of that door, don't ever bother to come back ever again!" daddy was shouting this time.

"FINE! I WASN'T EVEN PLANNING ON COMING BACK EITHER"

The door slammed shut. I hear my mommy crying. I crawl back to bed and keep on praying

"Alex please come back, please please come back"

but he never did........

There's gonna be another chapter today/tomorrow

Blessin your day with an update :)