That same feeling from months ago started filling me up. A warm feeling that made me feel safe, but as quickly as it came, it disappeared and was replaced with confusion and sadness. I remembered what he did and what I did to him.

"How did you get here" Sunghoon's stern voice snapped me from my thoughts. I looked at him to see his cold icy face that could scare people away with just a look.

To my surprise Jay wasn't standing up for himself, instead he looked terrified and scared.

Flashback, Jay's POV

Everything hurt. The numb feeling in my body was unbearable. The light in my world disappeared, again.

I looked at April's lifeless body in my arms. The bullet in her head made my heart ache so much. I was about to start crying again but I had cried so much that I couldn't possibly cry anymore.

Days turned to weeks and that numb feeling never went away. The castle was quiet. I kept blaming myself, it was all my fault. And it was. Then I thought back to Sunghoon and what he told me.

'Looks like the two of us have the same power'

That phrase continues to echo in my mind. I lived in this world for years and never once noticed Sunghoon's powers. It frustrates me and now he's got what he wants.

I look across to see April's dress that she normally wears, hanging by the closet. It makes me smile.

I spend basically all my time in April's room. I can't not think of her, she was the reason I was living my best life and now she's gone.

I want her back.

I need her back.

But how?

I let out a sigh, how was I possibly gonna get her back after being banishes from the only world she could've possibly gone back to.

But what if I did what she did.

A shock of hope struck within my body.

I got up from where I was, and ran to get something I never thought I would ever touch again.

I picked up the item, raising it to my head.

This could possible get me a step closer to April or end my life completely.

With that thought, I pulled the trigger from the same gun April used.

My eyes open, I notice that I'm laying on a foot path. I looked around to see the bustling streets. No one seemed to notice me.

I lost my power of creating and shifting worlds. I was now an ordinary person who exists in this world.

End of flashback

"You lost your immortality. One shot of a bullet and you're gone forever" Sunghoon said after Jay finished speaking.

Jay was no longer the creator of this world, but more of an existing person. Just like me. Sunghoon had more power than anyone else in this world and he knew it.

"I know"

"I can't believe you risked you life just to see her. She doesn't like you anymore. Your lost your chance."

I saw the small light in Jay's eyes burn out, replaced with the same empty void from before.

"Now piss off before I kill you right now"

The fear in Jay's eyes were real. I watched as he slowly backed away from the door, his eyes had slight tears in them, this made my heart ache.

When Jay was out of sight, Sunghoon shut the door and faced me with a smirk.

"Unexpected visitor am I right? At least we won't be seeing him ever again."

It was like someone lit a fire in me. I was beyond angry.

"Get the fuck out." I said in a low voice.

"What?" Sunghoon's smirk was replaced with a confused face and a lifted eyebrow, as if he didn't expect me to curse.

"I said get the fuck out of my house!" I practically screamed. "I don't need you controlling my life. I don't like you and I never will you evil piece of shit!"

I opened the door and shoved him out the house before slamming the door. But Sunghoon stuck a hand out stopping the door from closing.

"I didn't expect those words to come out your mouth. It just makes me want you more. I'll see you around dear." With those word Sunghoon turned and left. When he disappeared from my sight, I slammed the door shut sliding down the door.
I was sitting on the floor, arms wrapped around myself. I felt tears build up and slide down my cheeks.

Why do I feel this way.

Jay thought of me as a different person yet he still gives me that warm feeling that I miss so much. But Sunghoon is on my tail, willingly said he would kill Jay to have me.

I need to find Jay.

{07/12/20}
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