Putting my hood up.
Alter ego going for a break.
Right now I need to disappear.
Memories wiped
A clean break.
A chance to love again with no prying eyes.
A chance to be me again
Minus all the lies.

I'm so selfish, a friend is mine liked me but I said no because I just don't like him that way but then I complain when the guy I like doesn't like me.

But I just can't be more than just friends with him. I felt bad and said yes but the guilt ate me up and I would recoil at his touch.

His hand in mind made me insane and I didn't want to live to see another day. So I ended it, even though it broke my heart to see that I broke his.

I know he still likes me and might be the only guy in the world that truly does. But I can't be with him.

So I guess I'm stuck chasing after boys who aren't interested in me. I'm stuck fighting for love that worth nothing.

-Miss Yanxiet:)