"So many times I dream about how all of my dreams come true and it's everything I've ever imagined. Then other days I look at my reality and see that it hasn't come at all. Not even close. And even though I am sad. Even though it seems like nothing is happening. I wait and keeping working. Then............ I wait some more."

Hide and seek
Hiding from you.

Trying to get lost in the crowd.

How can I escape you

When you always win?

Your hunger was never satisfied.

Can't remember a day you weren't in my life.

An unlikely bond with you.

What was I going to do?

I know all the things you say are not true but they
are so much easier to believe

Than believing that I can be anything.

Me zero.

Doubts a hundred million.

This poem was about doubting yourself. I do it all the time that is practically second nature. It's a bad habit I need to get rid of.
-Miss Yanxiet :)