Desperation etched its way into every crease.

Hope calling out to her name.

Fingers seeking out for answers to questions that haven't

Even reached her brain.

Questions lost in another dimension.

Fear taking over the controls.

A sudden stab of terror to the gut leaving her paralzyed.

When will she stop believing all her lies?

"I know it's easier said than done but do it for yourself. Don't let yourself down when you know that you want more. That you deserve more."

-Miss Yanxiet :)

So a friend of mine asked me out but I said no because I thought my mom wouldn't let me since it was on a school night but when I talked to her about it she said it was fine and now I wish I had just asked her. We keep trying to find days to hang out but then something happens that foils our plans. And I'm like universe what are you trying to say?! It's like every time I might have something good in my life it slips between my fingers.

And it sucks because like always I catch feelings way to fast and every single thing tugs at my heart. Like I alway saw him as a friend and now all of a sudden I don't. Ughh..

Enjoy. Whoever is up at 11:30 pm. Have you ever wondered if you and your friend could end up being something more?