You say you are here
But I feel like your far away
God I can't even convince you to stay

I took the pills again
I fell into another sin
On the scale of 1 to 10
I'd be a 10 because of what I did again

Last night I died for 5 whole minutes
My brain stopped working and I was in it
My skin turned cold and icy bones began to break
Like a bunch of pebbles
They just turned to dust

Like if you leave metal in the rain it just turns to rust.
The snow storm in my mind is a blizzard all the time.
The only way that it clears up is when you are near.
When you tell me that you love me it takes away the fear.

Fear is the thing that makes me insane
I'm scared of losing you.
Like the ones I lost before.
The ones that loved me too.