Tic tac toe

I guess it's my time to write again
I played tic tac toe with my skin

Yes I used the blade again
I cut to deep and now the blood is starting to seep

Through these old messed up clothes.
The smell is horrible so hold your nose
The blood running down my arm
It's really and comfortably very warm

The cuts too deep
It makes me want to sleep

The hill I'm climbing is so high
I'll never make it
I'll just die

But your here I have nothing to fear
You whispered I love you into my ear
When I hear these words I'm full of cheer.

The alcohol running down my arm
Gives a burning sensation it's so warm.
It makes me hurt
But what could be worse

I could have ended up in a hearse
I'm here on this earth just waiting for you
So we can be made into two.

Like I said I don't want to be dead.
But this blood is so red.

I said I'm never leaving
And trust me I'm not deceiving.
If I shall die before I wake
I pray you'll have my heart to take.

And If you die before I wake
Then the poison I shall take.

For I'll be with you by your side
Even in the after life.

Written by, Christopher Clayton Sims
January 20, 2017