To be honest I have failed so many times and I don't feel like i deserve to live any more.
I don't feel like myself when I get high
It's like my suicidal self comes out to have fun.
I've tried again with a cut on my wrist and today it's time to go.
I'm trying to save myself with something that just tears me apart because they don't feel that way about me anymore.
I've had my heart beaten and pummeled and kicked around.
I'm tired of being that last choice for someone who doesn't want me anymore

I think it's time to let go completely