Suicide it calls my name
It wants to be back in fame
For some reason it's a big part of this game

It chokes
It blinds my eyes

As the darkness closes in
I'm suddenly surround by black
I can taste anything
I can't move my hands

The darkness will it over take my soul?
But wait gingers don't have souls
That's what I heard

If I don't have a soul
where am I from?
Who am i?
Where do I go?

The darkness is subsiding
I see a glimmer of light it's not much
I can see a road
It's not very long.

Should I trust it?
Last time I trusted something light
It turned on me.
Maybe I should trust the dark.

Maybe it welcomes me.
But knowing me I will turn to light.
In hopes of a better tomorrow.
So I turn to it and happiness comes for me

But I'm afraid still
Because when I'm happy the dark comes for me again.
It came and it took my friend

I hold on tight
But it's never enough
I won't give up.
Because I fell in love again

And this one

I won't lose
I failed once and she died
I wasn't there for her when she cried.
I made a mistake.

She slit her wrists and bled right out
I was too late.
I should have been there.
I failed my best friend.
She committed suicide and I can't see her again.

Everyday I blame myself for her death
I never told her how much I loved her
How much I cared.
Now I'm filled with all these tears.

I wasn't brave.
I wasn't strong.
I wasn't handsome.
How could you even love me?

I wanted to tell you how I felt
But I kept it in and it became my sin
I did and i let you down.

I should've been there.
I wasn't there. 
Please forgive me.
I'm so sorry

I never meant for this to happen...
I should have been there for you...
I let you down honey and I'm sorry..
Now your gone because I failed you...

Sarah forgive me...

I love you