It was first year of my medical school. I was happy that I'm going ahead in life. I got new clothes, new jwelari new phone, everything new. I decided that I will live to fullest and not be pushover and I'll never let anyone one bully me.

That's where I was wrong. I'll never let but what about those who already know me or says that they know me.

I've never seen his face. I still don't know who was he. But I do know that I was being stalked. He massage me on regular basis.

He knew everything that I do. Where I go. What I wear. That I have mole on my right chick exactly opposite to my ear.

That crip me out. He said he love me. He doesn't like when I talk to people especially men. he used to warn me in massages. Used to send really offensive messages.

I blocked him. He still massage me through another number then again I did the same that continued for longtime. And once he called me that was the first and last time I heard his voice. He called my name and I didn't like that. I love when people says my name not short form 'ashu' but my real name. But I hate my name in that voice. And I  cut the call before he completed his sentence "I love you a..."cause I don't want to hear my name twice in his voice.

He keep calling but I never reply. He keeps massaging I blocked his every number and removed that sim.

I thought I got reed of him but one day my mother came with a my old phone in her hand , she put that sim in. And now she knew. Obviously she told my father and brother.

My brother came to me like I was the one who called that man and said came to me.

"You seemed proud that you have stalker. You seemed to enjoy it!!!" He said.

I enjoy? I didn't had sleep for like six months. I still get panic attacks when I see unknown caller ID. I still don't ware anything that would make me noticeable. Everything I do is private.  How could he say I enjoy that I was in hell. I am still in one.

But what did I do? I stayed quite. Didn't uttered anything. At sometime I thought may be I am doing something that's why this things keep happening with me.

He tracked that guy all the number he called were fake so couldn't get who is he . That sim is with my mother now.

But all hope I had just vanished. And I realize I should live the closed life that I have lived before going to medical school.

Everything was under control when I was dealing with everything by myself crying by myself being scared by myself I knew if they'd knew then I'll lose the life I'm living they've done that before also. I knew but still those words those eyes hunts me.

How dare I thought I would get good life just because I got in good medical school.

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How dare I thought if I decided to go to Paris and live life. Just cause now I'm doctor and making money.

My past my fate will hunt me no matter what ever I achieved and how much I heals.

I just want this journey to end. I did nothing to provoke that man. Still he is miss treating. If he wants to kill me go ahead I am now tired. He left after taping my mouth and hand like every other passenger.

Don't know what they want but just want this to end. Want all people to be safe every one that old lady that handsome stranger all these passenger. There is fear and uncertainty in their eyes.

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"We ask your government to provide us some small things but I don't think they believe us so we need to give them proof " said one of the terrorist who seems in mid fourties .

He took one of passenger and shoot him in head infront of every one. And one man took footage.

"Till they fulfill our wish one person per half hour" he said looking at camera and then to us.

Every one is silent hopping they are next . At this time also I think it should be me I deserve that.

It's been hour two people have been killed may be government doesn't care for us. It's two people people half hour. They just took them to the cabinet I was in earlier and we hear guns shots.

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One man came and took me and a lady beside me to the cabinet. I'm ready to die rather any one to die but I don't want any innocent to die.

We were dragged in that handsome stranger is now on chair smirking. He looked at me and said
"hey doctor scared ? If don't want to die then do as I says".

Wait a minute he is one of this people. Then why he was tied. I look around that man who called me that word is there holding a guns his eyes are on ground like every other man. 

I looked at that handsome face which doesn't seemed handsome to me now. I just feel disgusted. He left my chin and said "I have offere come with me and I won't kill you. I'll gladly keep you"

I hissed. He bow little "I know you are whore for me" he said.
I was furious I tried to remove myself from his grip but failed.
I looked at ground all the time to avoid him. He forced me to looked still I didn't. 

The lady beside me glared at him. And I heard gun shoot blood on half of my face.

He pointed gun at me saying "last chance what you think" he removed tape from my mouth "NEVER" was the only word left my throat.

He pulled trigger. I close my eyes but he didn't shoot I heard him say "you do it " to someone I didn't looked up.  That guy came. Pointing gun at my head.

He shoot.