When I was twelve years old, I wanted to be old as fast as possible. Every time when any one meet me they said 'are you really twelve you look like mother of three' and i hated that, I thought things would be different aftersometime But I became sixteen then eighteen then twenty things never changed . I always became topic of fun and comedy for people. Even my friends and family made fun of my insecurities just for two seconds of laughter. It's not like I never tried to lose weight. I have lost weight by exercising and simple diet. But even if I lose  I again gain it.  when I'm under pressure. I gain weight when ever I'm stressed. But now I'm so tired of everything that rather than wanting to be old I want to live fast and die fast.

Now this guy wants to make that wish come to reality. I don't mind being dead anyway. But why he wants me dead.

I look forward. He was looking at me with desperation may be!! Is he really that desperate to murder someone.

I opened my mouth to say something but don't know what to say.

"I said i can make your wish came to reality. Just say a word and it'll be done"

What word 'end me' or 'murder me'.

He is still staring. Waiting for my answer. I don't know what to say.

His gaze lower from my eyes to nose lips my neck then he suddenly came closer his face inches away from mine, I can feel his warm breath, it never comes to my mind how tall he is, his honey brown eyes are more beautiful in this dim light, his wavy hair are messy but one strand is on his forehead ends in  curved manner on left eyebrows just bellow that scar.

"So end this" unknowingly world escape from my mouth.

His gaze darken. He closed his eyes and took deep breath.

I felt that really intimidating and took step back. That was most closed I have ever been to a man. He star coming more closer. He's going placed his hand on my neck. Thats it. This are the last moments of my life. That's how im going to die.

He grabbed my neck. Softy. His fingers are behind neck his thumb infront of my ear.

I'm I missing something. What is it that he wants to do. He tightened his grip pulled me closer. I can feel his stone like hard body. I'm on my toes still can't even reach his chin level. He lowered his neck come closer to my ear. Breathing deeply.

"I can worship you like no one ever did and end everything just for you"