After being in the hospital for a week I was released and felt better again. I only have two chemo therapies left. After that Daniel and I will visit my parents, I'll have an appointment with my doctor there and he'll give me my IVs. After that we'll fly to the UK, Daniel has a factory tour and some simulator trainings. Afterwards we'll fly to Australia, Daniel can get along with his car because of test drives and we'll visit his family finally. And then, on March 17th, the new seasons finally starts.
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Today I decided to go out with Charlotte. I felt good and I haven't done something with her in a long time. I decided on a dress and boots, added a coat and said goodbye to Daniel. Charlotte picked me up and hugged me when I stepped into the car. "I'm so glad to see you again." she said and smiled bright. " Same girl, finally some time to do normal things again." I replied.
"And how do you feel? How is it going? Does the chemo work?" Charlotte asks as we arrive at the restaurant. "I have my ups and downs but right now I feel good, the chemo is working and I'm glad that I haven't lost my hair yet." I said and she smiled again "That sounds really good I'm glad you're doing this so bravely." she replied and I thank her.
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The last two chemo therapies hit me really hard. It was so hard that I wasn't able to visit my parents with Daniel. He invited them to Monaco and they will arrive tomorrow. The chemo from yesterday still make me feel exhausted so I spend my day on the couch, cuddled up in a blanket. "I need to take a bath, I think it'll relax me." I said and wanted to get up but Daniel stopped me. "Let me do that for you." he said and I nodded. I feel bad actually that the only thing he does is take care of me. The only time of the day where he's gone is when he's Training. I feel bad for that but he said that I should stop worrying.

"I filled the bathtub you can go inside now." Daniel told me smiling. He supported me into the bathroom. "Can you maybe help me." I ask Daniel and blushed. It's not that he hasn't seen me before but I know my body has changed. I'm still a lot skinnier than before, my ribs are present and my skin is pale. Daniel nodded with a soft smile. He pulled off my hoodie, I held onto him and he removed my pants, followed by my underwear. I stepped into the tub and the warm water relaxed me immediately.
Daniel helped me washing my hair and my back and wrapped me into the towel after I got out of the tub. "Sit down I forgot the clothes." Daniel said to me and left the bathroom. He came back with underwear and a big, oversized hoodie from him. He helped me put it on and I couldn't resist to smell on it. He wore this one today, I can smell it. After brushing my hair I nuzzled my face into his hoodie.
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Since we don't fly to the Netherlands I get my IV injections here. I went to the doctors this morning and picked my parents up from the airport. "You shouldn't drive should you?" my mum said worried as she hugged me. "It's ok I feel good today, don't worry." I replied and hugged my dad as well.
We arrived back at the apartment and met Daniel who just finished his training. He welcomed my parents as well and we went inside.
I'm glad that my parents are here because that means Daniel can take some time for himself. He takes care of me all the time so he deserves some time off.
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I was able to convince Daniel to go out tonight with Max and some other friends. He wasn't to amused at first but I made sure that my parents will take good care of me. "I wish you a great evening and have fun, see you later." I said before Daniel left. "I love you too, call me if anything is wrong." he replied. I kissed him goodbye and spend the evening with my parents.
I left my apartment for my parents to live in while they're here and went up to Daniel's apartment around 11. I was tired and went straight into bed, only to get up and run into the bathroom only moments after that. I never had this kind of side effects after a chemo, even though they told me it's normal to throw up.
"Amilia, Are you still awake?" I hear Daniel in the living room. He walks into the bathroom and I see him and Max standing there with worried looks on their faces. "It's ok now just a side effect of the chemo." I said and sat down on the toilet. "Come on we'll bring you to bed." Max said and held out his hand.
I laid down in bed and looked at both of them "Can you please stay?" i ask them and they both nod. They lay down on each side of me when I looked between the two of them "We didn't even played rock, paper, scissors, you just accepted that I lay in the middle. I never thought you'd give up that fast." I said and earned laughs from both of them. "I'm glad you never lost your humor." Max said.
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