My Dearest Ex-Wife,
Make sure Jasper and Elian don't turn out like me. I beg of you Audrey. I don't want my boys to be like me. I am a bad man. I am not good. I wish I was good. Then I wouldn't be writing all these letters and suffering through all this pain. I can't believe I did this. I called you and I was so mean and rude. I was ashamed so I hung up and couldn't stand not seeing your face one last time so I decided to go see you. I hope you will forgive me and love me again. I wish I was better. I wish I never drank. I wish a lot of things would go back to the way they were before but that can't. They never will be the same and I am to blame. I hurt you and our family. I made myself believe I was a powerful man and that could do whatever he like. I believed that I could cheat and get away with it. I believed that I could have a perfect little family and a little mistress on the side. I wish that I never cheated on you Audrey. I miss you everyday and every night. I miss you all the time. I hope you miss me too.
- Love, Luca