My Dearest Ex-Wife,
Audrey I wish you could forgive me. The way you looked today when I picked up the boys stunned me. I couldn't find any words. Jasper and Elian are so big now. Two young boys experiencing this broken family. It's all of my fault. I failed you. I can't stop thinking about you. I always do. Do you remember our trip to the beach? The lovely smell of salt water filled our nostrils. Even the horrible taste of sunscreen brings me back to that day. It was before we gotten married. You were nervously making patterns in the sand with your hands. I was amazed at how beautiful you looked with your curves. You were nervous and self conscious. I told you my love your body is perfect and you blushed so hard. Your smile could easily brighten up any room that you walked into. The sun was setting and it perfectly captured your sunburned face. I love every bit of you from your freckles to your stretch marks. Your hair was blowing in the wind slowly I reached for a strand to put it behind your ear. You smiled blushing as I started tracing the back of your neck with my finger. You reached in and started lightly kissing my lips. I kissed back and you tasted like strawberries. I will never forget that day or that trip. I love you so much Audrey. It pains me that I have to think about you in order to see you but I made my mistake. I hope you can forgive me one day...
                            Love, Luca