So. I fell in love with my best friend's man.

Well actually its been going on for while. I've tried to get over it.

Failed.

I've tried to find someone else.

Failed.

I've tried convincing myself that it just isn't meant to be.

You guessed it, failed.

But the reason I still hold on is because I'm afraid of letting go. I'm afraid I could lose my chances of him knowing how I feel about him.

But in the end, its who matters most to me.

The boy I love,

Or my best friend.

But I can't decide.

And will I ever decide?

I don't know.

But for now, let's keep this lowkey.

A/N

I started writing this a really long time ago. There are a lot of little dumb mistakes, so lemme know if y'all catch one bc idk what I was writing haha. I'll fix it too. Tyty.