What to say what to say?

What to say to love today?

It was too easy to call the date,

Maybe not but still I managed one late.

When I said, I need to talk,

I didn't think I would be rapt.

It's not to say words to impress.

It's just to flee my inside distress.

But still I can't find words to express,

To relax my stress.

What to say to my fate?

What to say on my date?

If I say it blunt, it will cause him hurt,

And that will tear my heart.

If I make it light, he would still be sad.

I don't want his bad.

If you could just guess,

If you could know my minds mess,

How easy, but words never convey right

And however we try it is always tight.

What will I talk to him,

Lies never work with him?

I want to tell him the truth,

Oh, My ! I want him to soothe!

And then I reproach from it too,

Can't hurt him in the do.

How to make it clear,

My heart that can't no more bear,

How to do it-give me words.

I seem to have only swords.

How to tell him the truth, my heart

The truth to the fullest , assumptions apart?

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"I used to think that,when people fell in love, they just landed where they landed, and they had no choice in the matter afterwards. Maybe that is true of the beginnings, but it's not true of this, now!"  - (Allegiant)Veronica Roth.

Written by my date jitters.

~Chaahat