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A/N - Me when one (1) person votes on my weird niche fic: IM GONNA RIDE THIS HIGH FOR DAYS NOW
Anyways welcome to episode 3 of: this is the only thing I know about pop culture. I, a 13 year old, know about as much about kids my age as my parents. No, I am not ultra sheltered. I am just Like That
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The comments were pretty normal. After that there was a nonstop stream of a mix of transphobia, "what's your real voice?" and "what's your real name?" Most of them we're pretty invasive. I never really replied.

All my interactions with Alvaro had become weird and forced. Each time I could feel my heart sink. I missed being able to just talk to him like friends.

Everyone was coming to my house today. Alvaro had gotten a flight and Kai's mom was gonna drive him and Mattia over. Right now my mom was off to pick Alvaro up. So that left me like 20 minutes to get ready.
I spent 10 minutes showering. I didn't feel like getting out. And the water was warm. ... And I'm touch starved.

When I got out I made sure to face the other way than the mirror. I tended to feel sick when I looked at my body. I couldn't wait to get surgery. But you can't until you're 18. Just another year...

I dried off my hair quick and went to my room to get some clothes. I made sure I was dried thoroughly before grabbing my binder. I slid it on awkwardly and winced. Great, there was a bruise there. I may or may not have accidentally fell asleep with my binder on the other day.
So I just took my binder off and grabbed the biggest hoodie I had. I would wear a bra but I had a mental breakdown and cut all of mine up. I grabbed a pair of pants and boxers, which by the way, gave me fluffies, and tossed them on too. I quick brushed my hair and went down to the living room.

After a minute or two the door opened and Kai came in holding hands with Mattia. I winked at them. Kai ignored me and hopped on the couch, bouncing a little.

"What's up bitch?"
"Nothing new, whore."
"Yeah except all the fuckers asking for your old name."
I laughed, "well yeah. But nothing you don't know about already." I poked his cheek. "Is Alvaro still mad at me?"

"Kinda yeah." Mattia answered, sitting on Kai's legs. Kai shouted and kicked him off. "Seriously man you shoulda just told him."
"Eh fuck off. You know why I didn't."
"He's not a stranger Alejandro."
"Whatever."

After a bit of watching TV Alvaro and my mom came in. Kai waved excitedly.

———

We all messed around for an hour or so. I could see Alvaro glance at my chest a few times. I knew why, he wasn't used to it, but it flustered at me a lot.

Kai flopped on my bed, "I'm bored now."
"Okay then what?"
"Truth or dare!"
"No!"
"... 20 questions?"
"Oh my god you're very original aren't you?"
"Yes!" He laughed.

Alvaro kinda clapped, "democracy time! Who wants to play truth or dare?"
Kai and Mattia raised their hands.
"Okay then it's truth or dare time."
"Why am I friends with you guys?" I asked into my hands.

Kai laughed, "cause your little queer ass looked around the kindergarten classroom and picked the tiniest, most feminine looking boy there so you could look more like a dude."
I laughed back, "fuck you! I mean— yeah. But still!" I smacked his leg. He kicked me.

Mattia rolled his eyes, "okay, do we use an app or come up with shit ourselves?"
"I don't fucking know dude." Kai laid back on the bed with a huge huff.
"Dramatic." Alvaro teased. Kai flipped him off.

"Okay how about if we have an idea we say it but if we don't we use the app." I went on my phone and downloaded said app.
"Alright, sounds fair." Mattia got off the bed and sat next to me. I pushed his face away when he went to look over my shoulder.

"Who first?"
"Who shit last?"
"Seriously Kai?"
"What? I went last at like 2 in the morning."
"I went on the plane." Alvaro kinda rose his hand.
"Dude that takes guts."
"Yeah what the fuck."
"Well I had to shit!"
"Nah fam no hate. That's just... wild."

"Okay so Alvaro wins." I clapped a little. "Pick someone."
"I don't fuckin' know— Mattia! Truth or dare!"
"Bitch! Dare I ain't a pussy."
"Ale use the app!"

"Okay— 'everyone picks a color and every piece of clothing with the color chosen has to be taken off for five minutes.' That's like a group thing— okay Alvaro pick a color and Mattia you take anything off. That five minute thing is for pussies."

"Okay, uh, red?" Alvaro kinda shrugged. Mattia took off his sweatshirt.

"I'm also wearing red boxers do those—"

"Everything off!" Kai demanded. Mattia blushed a little and took off his pants, then boxers. I saw Kai staring. Then Mattia put his pants back on and Kai furrowed his eyebrows like he was frustrated.

"Kai that's gay!" Alvaro poked Kai. Kai kicked him.
"I have no shame! I'm gay as fuck!"
"Aren't we all?" I grinned. Alvaro blushed a little and looked down.
"Alright bitch my turn!" Mattia shouted. "Alejandro truth or dare?"
"Dare...?"

"I dare you to find the oldest thing in your dresser that fits and wear it."

I smacked the back of his head and went to my dresser. After a bit of digging I pulled out this sports bra I didn't even know existed.
"Oh Jesus. Padded, too. Of course. Alright, get ready imma flash everyone here."

Kai cheered, "tiddies!" Him and Mattia started laughing. Alvaro was looking away all blushy.

I took off my sweatshirt, let my tiddies hang fully out for a second before slipping on the bra. I felt fucking weird but also strangely powerful?

"This is a look honestly."
"You just like being shirtless."
"Maybe so."

A/N - Alvaro at the store: alr babe what size pussy you wear