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A/N - oops sorry I might take a long time to update this cause I have no motivation and constant mental breakdowns 😳😔
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Eventually we got bored of truth or dare and we started a live. On Kai's account, because, quote, "I'm the coolest one."

We decided to answer questions that people sent into the chat. (A/N - I don't know if that's a thing people actually do oops-) I was still wearing the sports bra.

Alvaro was holding the phone and reading questions. With the faces he was making I could tell some of them were weird.
"Alvaro wanna come sass people?" He offered, holding the phone out to me.

I laughed a little and grabbed it. "Alright alright. Let's get this over with. I'm wearing a sports bra cause we were playing truth or dare. I'm not wearing my binder cause I accidentally fell asleep with it on accident—"

"Dude!" Alvaro nudged me with his foot.
"What?"
"You can't do that!"
"Well I said it was an accident!"
"You're dumb."

"I know— anyway it bruised my stomach. So it hurts to wear my binder right now. Uh— what's my real voice— this. If you're asking for my natural voice fuck you. What's your real name— fuck off. What's your cup size? Alright valid it's 40 B."

"That's nonsense."
"Maybe to you Kai you've never touched a tit in your life."
"Fuck you!"

"Anyway— what does your family think they don't give a shit. The lord hates you if he did he wouldn't have made me. Alright done." I handed the phone back to Alvaro. He smiled at me. I felt my heart stutter.

"Okay. Since Alejandro came out y'all should out yourselves too."

Kai shrugged, "I dunno. I haven't thought around it. I do like dick though." He giggled.

"Yeah, me too. I think I'm bi? I dunno." Mattia got up and went to grab his water bottle.

"Trans boy and pansexual." I kinda threw up a peace sign. Then immediately started laughing cause that was dumb.

Alvaro giggled along with me. "I like penis."

I laughed more, "good job!" We highfived. He grinned at me.

He settled down and went back to reading questions.

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(A/N - this is hard when they're real people 😳 I don't wanna get anything wrong—)

Eventually Kai and Mattia went home. So it was just me and Alvaro. The tension in the air was just... sickening.

"So..."
"You should take off your makeup. You're gonna break out if you wear it for too long." Alvaro cut me off and looked down.

I grinned to myself. "What are you, my mom?"
"Well if you're the mom friend someone has to take care of you!"

"You're cute." He said softly, getting up and going to the bathroom before I could see his face turn red.

Carefully I wiped down my face. I kept my head down instead of looking in the mirror. I grabbed a wash cloth and soaked it in water, giving it a quick pump of soap. As I wiped down my face I heard little footsteps behind me.

"What's up?" I looked up in the mirror at Alvaro. He kinda stared at me.

"What?"
"Nothing, it's just, you look really nice."
I laughed a little. "If you say so."

"I do say so! ... Do you have any pictures of when you were younger?"
"Why?"
"I think you look cute in them."

I laughed again. "you flatter me. Let me moisturize," I did a stupid voice, "then I can show you my mom's photo album."

"Okay! I'll um— I'll be in your room." He ran off. I shut the door and took off my pants quick. I didn't bother with the sports bra, it left everything I needed open anyway.

Once I finished I went to the living room quick and grabbed the big, thick photo album. The leather cover with our family name written in patchy gold was worn from years of being held. My parents had owned this book since their relationship started.
I went upstairs, holding the book gingerly. I've torn it before and I don't wanna do it again, just in case my mom feels extra grumpy.

I came into my room. Alvaro was sprawled out in my bed. He wasn't wearing pants but had everything else on.

"Where are your pants?"
"Oh— these are my sleep clothes."
"You take off just your pants? What about your hoodie?"
"I just keep it on."
"That's dumb. Here—" I put the book on the bed and grabbed one of my sleep shirts. "Wear this."

He looked at me for a second and shrugged, taking off his hoodie and shirt before slipping on my shirt. My heart started beating faster. He looked so small.

"Okay! Baby Ale time! I wanna see it!" He jumped around excitedly. The shirt bounced a little and exposed a bit of his stomach. I took a deep breath.

"Alright. Well, this has my um, my deadname in it— thats my name before-"
"I know! I uh..." he blushed, "I did some research."
"... You what?"
"After your video came out I googled a bunch of stuff..." he looked at me innocently.

"Oh my god... that's adorable!"
"Shut up no it's not!"
"It is! That's so cute!"
"Nooooo...! Just show me you as a baby!"
"Okay, okay!"