oh my God...OH MY GOD!!!  Did he just ask that?!

I mean not that I don't think he shouldn't have it's just...I can't believe it! The ring was beautiful. no, it was gorgeous! it was a simple silver ring that had little diamonds in it all around but square in the center was a giant square cut diamond...

not that that's what really matters.

oh my god

OK obviously that's all my mind can say right now.

"so? will you marry me???" he said.

oh crap now it seems like I have to think about it...I'm a horrible person..

I just...spaced out... I love Seth with as much as I could let out.. I just.. wasn't expecting this!

"Yes. Yes! of course I'll marry you!" I said smiling huge and covering my gasping mouth as he slide the engagement ring onto my finger.. MY engagement ring!

oh my gosh I can't believe it! I'm so happy

he rose up and held me in his arms and he put his forehead against mine.

"April. I love you more than anything."  he said leaning down and kissing me.

"I love you to the moon and back"

~~

"Hey what took you guys so long? We've been waiting for hours!" Celeste said laughing as she got up from her place on the couch where she was once cuddled up with Roman.

ha. celman.

Jesus Why am I so caught up in that?!

"well everyone I have an announcement to make....I'd like to introduce you to the soon to be Mrs. Lopez..... or Rollins which ever you prefer"

"congratulations! " they all said in unison....all except Dean who kept a simple "Congrats" and got up and grabbed a bud light out of the fridge that was left over.

"shall we celebrate?" Roman said.

"way ahead of you" Seth said turning around to pull a big cake out of the fridge that said future Mrs. Lopez  on it.

"yes! cake!" Roman said acting like a child as we all gave him weird looks.

"what? I like cake!" he said.

Seth sat the cake on the counter and began cutting into it.

"wait wait wait! now what if I had said no and you already had the cake?" I said putting a hand on my hip.

"now AJ,  come on who could resist this?" he said rubbing down his "curves" 

"besides,  if you said no I'm sure Roman would eat it anyway." he added.

"that I would!" Roman said as he dug into the first peice of cake.

~~

I rolled over.

2:24

Oh my God I can't sleep!

I rolled back over to face Seth. All my movement must have woke him up because he opened his eyes and gave me a confused look.

"what's wrong babe?" he said pushing hair out of my eyes

"can't sleep."

"oh, come here" he said pulling me close to him and wrapping me in his arms.  "better?"

"better"

in a matter of minutes he fell back asleep. not long after I finally drafted off to the beating of Seth's heart. literally

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I know it's not Thursday and I just uploading something like yesterday but I wrote this today and I actually liked it so I posted it.

and I'm sure you wanted to know what her answer was!

Thanks!