It had been an hour since my long awaited emotional breakdown.

Dean and I had ordered frozen yogurt from room service a while ago and had already gulped that down. Now we're sitting on the couch cross from each other murmuring to one another every now and then.

Although we haven't said a whole lot to one another over the course of the hour it was still nice to feel his presence....it was comforting.

"Are you ready to talk about it now?"  he spoke softly breaking the silence that had been lingering.

I took a big deep breath before I replied.

"Yeah...I actually am....And Dean...thanks for staying with me and checking up on me and getting me to finally break down and all" I said looking down at the floor and back at him.

He let out a chuckle, "Its no trouble...I'm just glad you're ok.. So.. you said Seth and Rebecca hsve been texting you?" he said adjusting the way he was sat.

So her names Rebecca....

"Yeah, they did. Once. Basically she was rubbing it in my face that he cheated on me and left me for her and that he never wanted me and all and he was basically just pointing out my actions as of late..  Wait, you know her?" I said becoming alert with the relization that he new her name.

"Well, I cant say I really know her. I know of her.... Her names Rebecca, she's medium height maybe, and she goes to Seth's crossfit gym back in Iowa. Thats all I know" he said holding his hands up in defence.

Figures.. he lives in those fucking gyms..

"Oh.. I see.." I said looking down at my hands as I picked at my black nail polish.

"AJ.. listen to me when I say this, okay? You don't need him. You deserve better than him. He doesn't deserve you. Do you get that? You are AJ-mother-freaking-Lee. You were Divas Champion. You are one of the best WWE divas there are, were, and probably ever will be. Always remember that you can do better than him." He said picking at his jeans in between looking from me to the floor.

Mother-Freaking? Really, Dean?

"Whats up with you and speeches lately?" I said sarcastically before bursting into a bit of laughter.

"There's the AJ I love, know, and miss.....Hey! Its a gift!" He said answering my question after referring to my returning humor.

"Thanks again Dean" I said smiling. "I've missed you being around"

"I've missed being around" he ssid smiling back showing his mile-deep dimples.

We sat in another bit of silence for awhile until I finally spoke. "Do you want to order a pizza?" I asked lifting my head to look at him.

"Erm...yeah, sure. Hey, how bout I'll go pick it up and bring it back? I have to stop at the gas station and get gas asap.." he said standing up.

"Alright, see yah when you get back." I waved as he nodded and walked out of the hotel room.

To pass the time I decided to pull out a comic book and read until he got back.

Harley Quinn

Seems appropriate to my recent situation, huh? Normal, straight forward girl turns into a pshycopath because of one man they loved...

yeah, definently appropriate.

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Dean knocked one the door, signalling that he was back and had pizza.... obviously.

I went and opened the door letting him slip in with the pizza box in hand.

He grabbed a slice of pizza and turned and sat down in his same spot as earlier and began eating before I went over to the pizza box and did all the same.

"So, are you just staying around backstage for the tour? or are you just traveling along with it?" He said lowering his pizza from his face.

"Both." I said before taking another bite.

We sat in a long dilence as we finished off a few peices of the pizza.

"Well, AJ.... I guess I better get going.. I'll meet you here tomarrow at 6 so we can carpool." Dean said standing up and brushing crumbs off is pants.

"Oh, okay....I'll see you then" I said as he pulled me into a small hug before he turned and walked out of my hotel room once again.