About an hour after the rest of Dean and I's bunch came back (inturrupting our first talk in a long time) we had a spread of alcohol on the kitchen counter.

Jack Daniels, alot of different brands and flavors of vodka, Long island iced tea, margarita mixes (the kinds they have frozen in bags), some different wine coolers, shot classes, bud light, crown, and shots as chasers.

I think Seth went a bit overboard..

while Seth was messing with his phone to plug it to the radio and play music (I guess he's our DJ tonight) Celman was at the counter doing shots and Dean and I were sitting awkwardly at the kitchen table. He was sipping a bud light and I was sipping a bit of crown out of a glass.

We arnt much of drinkers unless we were having a bad night or was just having a good gathering with friends.

I wonder which this counted for for Dean...

Mines both. The Bella's situation turned my good win into shit and its a gathering with friends.. and our last weekend together for three weeks.

ugh....I hate thinking about it..

"AJ come do a shot with me!" Celeste whined from the opposite side of the kitchen.

"erm..im good. I dont really like drinking much"

"I know! pleeeeaaasssseeeee Apppprrrriiiiiilllll!?" she said giving me big puppy dog eyes.

"fine." I said getting up and walking over.

Celeste poured us a shot of pink lemonade flavored vodka as I looked back and took a glance at Dean.

He was looking down with a frown on his face.

I turned around and took the first shot and probably not my last of the night..

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I woke up on the bathroom floor.

'How the hell did I get here??'

I rose up and walked into the living room. Celest and Roman were sleeping together on the couch, Dean fell asleep at the kitchen table face down, and Seth was on the floor next to the couch.

What the hell happened last night?

I walked to the bedroom and changed into skinny jeans, my grateful deadt shirt, and my black converse.

"Hey last night was amazing!" Celestesaid coming up behind me yawning.

"You remember it? I dont."

"erm..no I was hoping u did."

"not. at. all."

"wait! I bet we took pictures on my phone!" she said pulling it out and flipping through them with me.

"oh. my god!" I said as I was looking at the horrible pictures.

There was ones of me doing the chicken dance, and Celeste twerking, taking shots, her cuddling with Roman, and....me and Dean joking around.

"Awe..last night was awesome!" Celeste said as though she seen an adorable puppy.

"yeah...except your twerking."

"Hey I rocked it! You dont know how to twerk!"

"And I don't want to!"

I pulled out my phone to check the pictures too.

I found the basics from a night of drinking. Videos of Celeste twerking (again), me and Seth kissing, Roman and Celeste cuddleing and kissing....

WAIT! Celeste and Roman kissing!?

'awe celman!'

Are they together? ha. I'm gonna let her find that out..

I continued to look through the photos.

More of me and Seth, and.... me and Dean. there was one of him giving me a piggy back ride for the picture with us smiling, a picture of us together (a selfie as Cel would call it), and one of us flipping the camera off with stern faces (I dont know who took the picture).

Awe...

I smiled.

"What are you smiling about?" Celeste said while sending a text on her phone.

"Nothing.. just nothing"

Why am I smiling? I dont know.. I wonder why I feel so.....attached to him. the fact he finally spoke to me after awhile felt good. I miss him. He was my best friend...well besides Cel.

If only I could actually remember it.

This is exactly why I don't drink. And I don't want to do it ever again.

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awe AJ and Dean!

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