Its been a week since I've been at work.

Being alone for a week at home (well besides my dog Nacho Cheese) has been nice.

I still am under a little personal shock about what has happend to me. I'm broken. Seth has broken me.

In a couple of days our major live event tour begins. Meaning a lot more live events than usual and a whole lot of meet and greets.

Although I can't compete until I get myself undercontrol, not sure I can though, I've decided to tag along.

I finally spoke up about the whole thing with Eva. I explained what happend with Seth and..what happened with me. I wish I could have done the same with Celeste before she abandoned me....just like she once had on tv..

Celeste still doesn't know about Seth...

Maybe if I had of told her...things would be different.

Who am I kidding! At this point I belong in a padded cell. I've attacked Nikki and Alicia.

It cost me my title and could have cost me my job! I wonder why Stephanie even let me keep it..

*beep, beep*

.....a text...

*beep, beep*

two....

Unknown number: Wow guess you are a crazy bitch huh? guess its not all storylines! lol

Unknown number: Face it April. Seth is mine now. He doesnt want you. Go run back to your insane asylum!

Well apparently Seth gave his new "boo" my number. Insane asylum? Wow.... never heard that one before!

Aparently she's not too original..

*beep, beep*

another....

Seth: Babe. I think you need to get over me. See what its doing to you? Its no longer a character. Its you.

dick..

I get up from my position on my bed to go and get dressed in the bathroom.

I get in the regular skinny jeans, tee shirt, and converse and step out of the bathroom to sit on the edge of my bed with my head in my hands.

I had just landed in the first town for the live tour yesterday.

I still have avoided Dean...

I have missed texts and calls from him, but I just dont know what to say or why I should try.

Sure we are close but we drifted apart when I started dating Seth and he's Seth's best friend! And the one who told me Seth was cheating...

I want to trust him and get close with him....but I've already lost everything. Eva and him are the only ones that stuck around, but then again she wasnt there to see it...

Why does he care so much?...or does he?...

I'm just hoping The Shield isn't on the tour.

Texts are one thing.....but I dont know how I can take seeing him face to face...

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Its been an hour since I recieved the texts from Seth and his girlfriend.

I decided to take a walk around town and just get some fresh air.

The more I walked the more everything just made me sick to my stomach.

Couples. Kissing and holding hands. Cuddling on the curb. Taking "selfies". It all made me so sick to watch.

I decided to sit down on the bench in front of a local shop. I stuck my hands in my pockets and just soaked in the breeze.

I felt like I was close to fully relaxed when I was inturrupted by a man with a camera snapping pictures and shouting my name at me along with strings of questions.

The man was only a bit taller than me with short black greasy hair, a slouch, and a scum face.

"AJ! AJ! Why did you attack Alicia Fox on Smackdown?! Whats it like to be crazy?! Huh?! Why are you craz-" I cut him off by standig up and slapping him across his face.

I attempted to jump on him and do my attack when he managed to get away shouting " Ahh! Youre crazy! You know that? Crazy! Dont worry though, I wont press charges!" He said pulling a smirk on his face at his last sentence before turning and jogging off.

I got off my knees and got to my feet just to notice all the horrified looks I got from everyone.

Trying to get out of the embarrasment and awkward I turned and fast walked back to my hotel.

I really am broken....

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