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Trouble...


[Castiel POV]


Its been 7 months


Me and Dean were able to have a place of our own. Finally!


Balthazar informed Dean that his parents had decided to give the place to me when they learned that Dean had been staying there and that Dean is my boyfriend. They have considered since I am Uriel's cousin and all.


At first Dean was ecstatic. But not always.


"I thought about it and.. Your family is putting way too many favors for us." He would say whenever I asked why he thinks its not all good.


"Look Dean, we have our place, isn't that what we want?" I would try to make him understand.


"I know Cas but we really should not take any more big favors from them. I mean, the point of having our own place is, having our own place!" Dean and I are having dinner at this point.


He had two bottles of beers and I had to tear the last one away.
"You had enough Dean." I know why he does it, whenever he buys beers or drink alcohols, its when he wants to discuss some matters with me.


"Cas. I love you and I know that you love me, so please just take what I say seriously!"


"I do." Mostly


"No you don't!"
"Dean what are you scared of? Why do you hate it when my family is being a good family? But when they do something stupid you're quick to accept it!" I have had about enough of this conversations


"Because!"
"Because what Dean?"


He scratched his head. I want to cry but I know it will amount to nothing. The first few times me and Dean argued about the small things my family did, crying was never a solution.


"You know what? Forget it Cas. Let's just finish our dinner, watch TV and then get some sleep. It will all be better tomorrow." And he got back to his plate. I pulled it away.


"Cas! Stop it!" Dean tried to take it from me.


"Because what Dean?" I asked this time raising my voice


"Because!"
"DEAN!!"


"CAS YOU ARE TIED TO THEM, AND I AM TRYING TO GIVE YOU A CHANCE TO BE WITH ME ON OUR OWN AND NOT FEARING ON ANYONE TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME!" I dropped the plate on the table. Dean never shouted or acted like that before.


Dean buried his head to his hands.
"Castiel, I love you. But I don't trust myself around you because, with your family watching over us I feel like a puppet filling in for your happiness." He said this words slowly.


I sobbed hard. I clasped a hand to my mouth. "H-How c-could you think that?"


"Don't tell me you don't see it?" Dean looks to me, he is also tearful.


"Cas, don't take it the wrong way. I will do anything to make you happy. I will sacrifice my life if that means you will always sleep happy. I trust you. I don't trust your family. It all seems temporary." Dean explained.


"Dean. Please. Its been a good 7 months for us. Please." I said as I wiped my tears.


"Cas. I'm sorry. Let's just..."
No. If he wants to break this NO!
"...have our sleep, I will feel better tomorrow and maybe I can use words that are not harsh." Dean stopped and stood.


He walked to me, I stepped away and he stopped. "I'll sleep on the couch then. Good night babe." And he stared for a few moments, I locked gaze with him, he looked more hurt than I do.


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[Dean POV]


Damn! Another fight.
I am very good at starting fights, Dean if you keep this up you might loose the love of your life. What will you be without him?


I couldn't sleep. I hear him sniffing as he moved inside our bedroom. I wanted to disappear. Just then I hear him come out. I look up.


"D-dean."
"Hey Cas." I said chocking. After I saw him in tears I almost lost my words
"I can't sleep."
"Me too." I mentioned for him
To come sit beside me. Thank god he did!


He faced me.
"Do you want me to explain again?" I asked slowly.
"Yes. No shouting please." He said looking down.
"I won't. I'm sorry."
"Okay."


He clasped his hand together. I reached for it. He didn't pull away. I cupped his hands in mine. "Cas look at me."
He looked up but a little to his right.


I followed his eye and he returned it to the center.


"I know that you love your family, and I love them to, I do. Its just I love you more." I couldn't help but snickered, he tried to suppress a smile.


"Them helping us is really amazing and its just..." I was interrupted by Cas
"You don't think you deserve it."


"Yes. I mean what about Gabe and Sam? I think they are focusing on us too much." They are.
"They are." Cas concluded as well


"But most importantly, I don't to loose you because I simply disappointed them. I mean they are giving us this help but all I see is they are securing things." I explained
Cas nods.


"Making it easy for you to be at reach with them, anytime I make an awful mistake they could take you away from me. " I couldn't stop the tears anymore
"Well I ain't going down without a fight that's for sure!" I cried to our entwined hands. I felt his soft hands squeeze back.


"I.love.you.Dean" Cas whispered to my ear.
"I know" I whimpered
"I'm sorry about all this. Yes my family...I have doubts. But Dean, even if it were true, if they make me leave you, I'd rather die." I look to him, his voice was not shaking, he means every part of it.


"So stop thinking I would. Because you brought me back. You make me feel bright emotions again! You make me appreciate stuffs that I did not care to know before." Cas came closer, I leaned in. "You are now a part of me. The most important one." He whispers before he leaned in as well and share a kiss with me.


"I love you Cas!" I sobbed
"I love you Dean." He hugged me
"I'm sorry I hurt you so much!" I sobbed still.


[Castiel POV]


Dean loves me. And I will never leave him.


His emotions shows every time I am with him and I became his pillow. Whether a small fight with Sammy, a stressful work day, a stupid professor messing with him.


And he became my armor.


Things I am afraid of, he does for me, some immature classmates or colleagues he confronts for me. And he stands up to Michael if my brother questions the two of us. He makes me happy. He takes care of me. That is why I will choose him, he is the most important part of me.


I tug on his wrist. He looked up confused.
"Come on Captain let's go to bed." I smiled at him. He smiles and grabbed my head clashing our lips. The taste of beer playing in our tongues.


"What if I don't want to let you fall asleep?" He whispers to hair after our kiss.
"I wanna see you try!" I teased.


[Dean POV]


I lifted him up and kissed him again, his thighs crossed over my waist. His hands clasping my shoulders.
"I want top!" He gasped
"Ok Baby! You're top" I whispered


We reached our bedroom. I don't need to turn on the lights to know where to lay him. We have played our games almost everyday.


We pull our clothes off leaving our boxers, our tears turned to fixated grins , he put his arms to my nape and quickly tackled me around.
"Top!" He giggled
"I love you!" I breathe out


And he went wild. An aggressive angel just for me.


With what was exchanged, what was made known we have become stronger.
My love for him doesn't seem to end.
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2 years later...
[Dean POV]
I am successful at making him happy. His family says it too! It took a while but Michael and I have worked our differences, thanks to Anna really.


"Cas?"
"Yes Dean!"
"You sure you're alright about this?"
"Haha yeah! Besides you won't stop bugging me and Sam and Gabriel about him!"
"I know! But he is a responsibility you know!"
"Dean we are able to take care of each other, I bet he'll be a breeze."


[Castiel POV]


I am having the best time looking at Dean. He is grinning ear to ear!
He is rubbing his hands in excitement.
He looks to me and came forward.
"I really love you!" He pulled my waist to his and we shared a soft tender kiss.


When we heard the gate open our heads snapped towards it.
Out came the vet with a young german shepherd.


[Dean POV]


"Oh my god Dean!" Cas gasped
"He is adorable!" I run towards the puppy and almost crashed to the vet.


Cas' laughter filled the clinic. I am in heaven now! This will be my forever.


[Castiel POV]


Dean and Bones runs around our garden. I sat on the edge of a lake. It was a beautiful Sunday.


After church we would go about our routine. Our Garden, Dog park, Dinner and sexy time (my favorite part)


I hear Dean "Come boy come!!" He was so energetic. Its a good stress reliever for both of us especially from work.


Sam and Gabriel arrived. Dean showed our garden to them shortly after we moved to Uriel's place 2 years ago.


"Hey Cassie!" Sam waved at me
I waved back.
Dean stopped when Bones went to Sam. Sam almost jumped for joy.


Gabriel came to me.
"Cassie boy! How are you?"
"Happy!" I smiled to him.
"I bet you are! So has it happened yet? Are we late?" He asked
"If you mean sex..." I started
"Oh! No stop right there. Excuse me." And he went to Dean.


I saw him pinched Dean in the arm and Dean drew his arm back in pain. What are they talking about?


Suddenly they parted. Sam came to Gabe. I just notice then that Sam was wearing a small pouch bag.


"Cas! Baby!" Dean comes running to me.
"Aww look your sweaty! Do you have spare clothes?" I pull him in but he did not budge "What's wrong?"


Dean stares at me, he keep licking his lips. He laughed, it was forced. He rubbed his hands to his pants.


"Dean.. Are you coming down with something?" I asked nervously.
"I am!" He said enthusiastically, "too much Dean, too much!" He whispers to himself shaking his head.


He kneeled.
"Dean are you portraying Bones when he wants treats?" I laughed
"Maybe I am! Come here Bones!" And Bones came to Dean "Show him the trick Bones! The trick I taught you." Dean rubbed Bones.


Bones sat to his hind legs, he raised his front legs , its a praying position.
Dean took something from His back pocket.


"Cas you are the love of my life, your my Thelma and I am your Louise, I am Jack and you are Rose..."
Sam forcibly cleared his throat.
"Castiel Novak!" Dean opened the box to show a beautiful white gold ring with 5 small diamonds. It shone before my eyes.


"Will you do me the honor of being my Husband?" Dean was smiling and breathing hard. I could tell he is shaking.


Bones barked twice.


This scene was too beautiful!
I clasped my hands to my face. I can't believe this! Its a dream! Its a dream!


"Hey Cas?! Babe?!" Dean stood and pulled my hands of my face. I was crying and smiling, I have gone mad with love for Dean!


"What do you say Cas?" Gabriel cheered


"YES DEAN! FOREVER!"


We both hugged so tightly. He put on the ring on my finger and he was laughing and cackling all the while. My shoulders shrugs as I sobbed.


He looks to me, really happy. He wiped my tears and kissed my eyes. We hugged again


"I love you Castiel Novak"
"I love you Dean Winchester"


I lifted my hand to Sam and Gabriel, Sam was holding a camcorder. Must be from the pouch. They both laughed and clapped real hard!


Bones barked and pranced around me and Dean.


[Gabriel POV]


Who knew a prayer is too powerful??!
Thanks Mom!


~Fin~


{ I hoped you like the ending! Thank you so much for the reads! Happy reading guys! Again Thank you! You are awesome!}


Hmm maybe I'll make a part 2??!! XD

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