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[Castiel POV]


Dean was already waiting outside the cinema. I felt my stomach did a backflip when he looked at me and his eyes widened. His mouth gave a little gap, like he saw something amazing. I wish I was that!


Charlie snickers and Dean just went from pink to maroon in seconds. Is he ok? I hope he's not sick! He shouldn't really tolerate this things just so I could hang with him!


One time he had a flu! He still came into class, everyone was staring because he had flu mask on and at one point he started snoring in class. The professor was not affected by this, but I am, he came to school because a week before I wasn't and we had planned playing pools with Charlie. He cancelled it and insisted to do it the week after, but he had the frigging flu!
And so I just went home with him where I took care of him along with Sam and Gabe. His father was out of town and Bobby was at work.


I really hate it when Dean push himself. I came forward and had to check if he had fever, he quickly took my hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. I felt volts from his hand to mine. I felt my chest get warm. He pulled me in the cinema, his hands are strong but gentle. I almost jumped for joy! In fact I think I did ! I hope he did not sensed that.
"Aww!" Charlie kept patting me in the back. I planned to gave her a stink eye but I guess I was to happy to be a bitch and gave her a silent giggle instead!


I look up and Dean's backside was where I focused my eyes. Those broad sturdy shoulders, that lazy swinging neck and his bow legs giving that umpf in his walk. Then his arm, stretched behind him, connected to mine. If only I could glue our hands together.


As he holds me by the hand, I feel like anything can hit me but I won't stumble! Dean's effect on me is just addictive!


Then we reached our seats. People are arriving. I had to let go of Dean. I don't want people to think badly of him.
"Uhm, Dean, you can let go now." Aww I still don't want to!
"Maybe later!" Dean chuckled. I can't believe it! This is amazing!
I feel my heart fluttering!


However he did let go when the movie started. Darn it! I wish I held it tighter!


Charlie won't stop pinching me, "make a move!" She kept whispering, you have no idea how hard I prayed that Dean did not hear it. I look to him and thank god he is occupied! Hmm he really likes this movie. Oh wow! That is one cool planet! Reminds me of frozen.. That astronaut is amazing!


"Hmm?" Dean shifted to me, he was whispering something. I really can't pay attention to his words, his warm breath tickles me and it's just heart pounding really! I tried to smile to hide the fact that I am blushing(trust me I can feel it!) and he stopped
I waited again, omg? Did he asked me a question and I didn't hear it!? Uh fuck!
I look up to him to show real interest in words this time!
I realized my nose almost touch his. I stared at his eyes so I won't find myself craving for his lips, but I am already so, crap! "Anything else?"


He smiled, like how a person does and not know it. Then he slowly answered
"Yeah..yeah." I don't know what it is but my heart skipped "I Love You!"


My heart and brain stopped. I think I saw a glimpsed of blue heaven in those green orbs and the next thing I know Dean's lips were pressed to mine. And I couldn't hold it any longer to! This is not a dream and I am kissing Dean! This is a miracle!
I hope I never wake up!


I felt someone shifted beside me. It was Charlie. Dang it! If she doesn't stop giggling and suppressing squeals, the guard will flash us! So even if me and Dean don't want to stop we had to.


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[Sam POV]


I got back to our table and Gabe was there. He gave me a smile "You ok?"
"Yeah. I had a talk with Dean."
"And?"
"And we're cool."


"We have a class in an hour. You still want to attend it?"
"Why got a better idea?" I did not mean to sound angry or swift it just came out.
I am frustrated !


I never told Gabe or Dean or Cass, me and Jess fell apart right at my third month here. My time was not enough to keep her.


I loved Jess, I am just a coward to admit that. But I miss the physical interactions more! And I had none of that.


Gabe is good company and I forget Jess bit by bit. I am lucky to have him.


"Sorry about that I..."
"No no no! Its fine." Gabe waved his arms, but I know its not. He deals with my frustrations and it can get to anyone. What is making him last long?


People who got so used to my behavior and selfishness had long stepped away. Dad is trying not to. Dean, said he will never. But he has Cass now. I'll just take a silent comfort that Gabe stays around. Even though like other's he will go away to.


"Sam?!"
"Hey?"
"I don't think you need to go to class! Why don't you sit this one up, walk around the campus or something."
"I'm fine."
"No you're not!"
"Look don't be dramatic!"
"Says the guy who pouts when he is frustrated!" Gabe made a pouting action
"I'll be fine!" I swung my bag and left, heel burning, towards class.


I should go back! I should apologize! Damn you Sam! Go back to Gabe! Or I'll wait for him here! Then apologize!
I stopped in the hallway, I was the only one there. "Maybe it's too late!"


"What is?" I turned to Gabe, he was panting and bent on gasping.
"Why'd you run?!"
"I-I was not ..."
"You. We're!"
"Sorry...sorry! Gabe I am so so sorry!" I was almost in tears.
"Hey hey! Stop!"
"What?"
"Don't you cry! You hear me?"
"Yueah!" I did.


"Huh! Ok, come here big guy!" He waved his hands towards him. I crashed down on him. We end up siting on the floor .


I crashed and someone caught me. Someone other than Dean.


Few people was passing us , some tried stopping over but Gabe would just comment "Its stress! He had to let it out."


When I am almost done loosing it. He lifts my head "Wanna get out of here?" Such strong eyes! I would want the same, but that strength seemed enough for two.
I nodded as I gulped. I wanted to go anywhere but here. How stupid was I thinking this uni will make things exceptionally better!


He held me up. When he let go I almost lost balance.
"Gabe. I wanna drive the Camaro!"
"You sure?!" He sounded scared
"Yup. Just give me the keys!"
"Ok." He handed them hesitantly
"Let's go!"
"Wait...where exactly do you wanna go?"
"Just ride in the car with me please!" I just wanted to drive fast and forget things! But I want Gabe to be there.
I wanted to feel like how it felt the first day of classes! That carefree feeling.
It won't be complete without Gabe.


So Gabe and I head for the car. "Seatbelt!" I reminded us, like I said I wanna drive fast.
"Seriously where we headed?" Gabe asked me but, I don't know.
"Just ride along with me buddy!"
"Got it!" Gabe looked a little nervous.
I'll think of something. And we are out of the campus.
"Now where?" He asked
"I'll think of something."
He sat there furrowing his brow at me, shaking his head but not frowning. He had a wide smile. Its contagious!


"Ready?" I asked jokingly
"I'm with you buddy!" He squeezed my shoulder
We drove on the open road.

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