[Castiel POV]

I really don't know what went on Dean's mind that night. All I know is it started our friendship. In honesty I would want it further but it may be unfair to him so, I will treasure what we have.

For 10 months already we did what we agreed on.. We go to classes together of course but more importantly we hanged.

We even made a made a friend along the way!

Her name is Charlie.. And yes she couldn't be any gay-er...
Still me and Dean are very fond of her.

"Hey Cassie!!" Charlie sat beside me, it was our break time and me and Charlie sat under our tree.
"Charlie! As much as I love your teases please don't call me Cassie..." I snorted
"Aww but I think it suits you! So Cass what are you and Dean up to?? Hmm?? Com'on spill!!! "

"What?! What do you mean?"

"Oh geez com'on Cass tell me!! It's been what 10 months and whenever I leave you and Dean I expect some smooching or a quicky going on! So what is it tonight??!!"

"No! Charlie, we never do that!"

"What??!! Cassie your lame!!"
"Why am I lame?"
"Well you frigging love him!! And every time you look to him you look like a wet puppy!!!"

"What?!! Am not!!"
"Are too!."

She stopped. A woman just passed and Charlie whistled. Not to my surprise the woman winked at her.

"Don't tell me..."
"Yup! Her dorm, she is a freak in those undies.. Her boyfriend is missing a lot!" Charlie snickered..

"You never seize to amaze me..."
"Well Cassie unlike you I am frank! And if I wanna take clothes off someone, which you always do, I go remove that clothes off that someone!"

"CHARLIE!!" I wanted to stopped her so bad, I saw Dean coming in and almost within earshot.

"Oh please! Like you don't?"
"Fine! I do ok!!!"

Dean reached us. Charlie gave a giggle.
"You do what Cass?"
"Nothing... Charlie is just being Charlie."
"Aw shut up Cassie! You love me." Charlie pinched my already maroon face... My heart is beating faster again
"Alright Alright." I swatted her hand

"Guess what!" Dean butt in, he sat between me and Charlie
"What?" I asked softly , I feel butterflies inside whenever Dean is around. I must have been staring at him weird because he smiled and winked at me! I quickly looked away. I had the impulse to kiss him.

"Our next class was cancelled!"
Charlie looks to me and chuckled...what is up with her?

"How can you tell?" I asked Dean
"Bulletin board!" Dean answered putting his arms behind his head and leaning further to the tree.

"You read that!!??" Charlie laughed out
"Yeah! Why?!" Dean was amused at her laugh
"You sir are a nerd!!!" Charlie could practically dance and gave no care to Dean's murderous looks
"Shut up skittles!!!!" Dean resolved with words.
"So what do we do now?" I asked him, we plan on seeing a movie and Dean had reserved tickets already but it was for tonight... In about a few hours more.

"Anything you wanna do before the movie?"Dean asked gently. He always is gentle , not any one would expect really. But he is and I love that about him. It's like I am the only one who knows Dean!

"I got a few ideas!!" Charlie chimed in
"But for now.. Cassie ! Let's go shopping?!"

"What? No! Why do I have to come?!" Really though shopping for what??

"Just get your lazy bumpy ass up!" Charlie pulled me up hurriedly
"DEAN!" Charlie shouted
"What is it now skittles?!" Dean chuckles seeing how much pain I am in.
"Why don't you go and do your thing! Cassie and I will meet you in the cinema!"

"What are you gonna shop for that long ha??!" I asked her, and plus this idea makes my gut feel squirmy.

But she did not answer me, instead she grabbed me away from Dean...

"Charlie! We left him there!! We shouldn't !!"

"Don't fret he is fine!"
I know he is.. I just wanna spend more time with him.
"Besides, you'll thank me later!"
"And why would I do that?"
"Cause you'll get laid!"

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[Dean POV]

It has been 10 months. Me and Cass had been hanging out and it almost feels like if we don't or we suddenly stop, the world will go unbalanced.

There are moments within that time that I think nothing much of it. But there are times that I do!

I have been dating women, Cass also knows it, I introduce some to him, at first it's cause I thought it was right. But lately because I don't want to be unfair to him!

I mean I know what Cass is, and me hanging out with him is a big deal for him, is it?, because it is for me!

The longer we hang together, the harder it is for me not to compare him from other women. Like this one time, I was making out with a woman in a bar, she withdrew and I saw a glimpse of her blue eyes. I told her, and I was not drunk by the way! I told her that her eyes looked dull, unlike Cass'.

And of course she slapped me. But Cass' eyes were the only thing in mind the rest of the night.
More and more days were like that.

I have dated a dozen and yes they all hated me because..I was looking for something, according to them!
I still have no clue. Since last month, but now I think I do.

I am always looking for Castiel.

Girls flock to him, and once he tried to take one out to a date. She enjoyed it but I bet because Cass knows what women wants. I instantly felt bad that he did that, what if he was thinking that he wants someone to do the same for him?

I asked him why he haven't asked out guys yet. Charlie has no problem with her stuff and I told her the help Cass.

"Oh Dean! Cass and I are very different! I mean if a girl finds out that a girl has the hots for her she takes it as a compliment because that is flattery! But when guys finds out that a guy likes them, they reject it because they think they are being abused!"

"What? But Cass is a great guy and person! Other guys would be lucky if he even looks at them!!"

"Yes well Dean, other guys hate it when the guy in question is prettier than them! I am kidding! " I was not amused at that. And hell yeah! Cass is beautiful!

"Its just... Cass deserves someone who would be his... Like totally his!" Me and Charlie had this conversation when Cass could not make it to class, apparently his father came home and Gabriel and him were ordered to stay at home by their big brother Michael.

Poor Sam, didn't seemed like himself the whole day. He was aloof. And I was not in high spirits either, but Charlie was there to cushion my temper and she is very understanding.

Before she took off and have a playful conversation with a girl.

"But what about you Dean?"
"What about me?!"
"Dean... Why don't you ask Cass to be with you?"
"What?! I am with him!"
"That is not what I mean Dean! I mean why is it that after all this time you don't engage in romance?!"
"Because...!"
"Because? What? You're straight?"
"Yes!"
"Cass is not. I don't see any problem.."
"That is wrong."
"Is it? Why do the girls you date leave you? Because they are not with who you want to be! You want to be with Cass!!! It's clear! The way you watch out for him, the way you wait for each other, the way you go through your motions! Its what you want!"

I wanted to say something. I can't. She was right! What me and Cass has, our time, I never had that with other girls ever since I've met him. "I just want Castiel to be happy. But would he be if he was with me?"

"You are clueless! Cass is in love you!! Look I have to go, that woman right there needs love!" She walked of winking and smiling at me. "Go get him tiger!!!"

And today... I will. I have thought things through, I do want to be with my best friend. If he does not feel the same, I will surely make him see that he should!