[Castiel POV]

"Ok Cas! Ready?" Dean jokingly asked as he stopped my car in front of the motel.

"Er- Dean .. " I can feel my body heating up fast. I heard him chuckle and got out the car. He opened the door for me. I stood to suddenly that my head almost hit his nose and he gave himself a step back. When we both realized what happened we laughed, Dean's was perfect but mine came out wrong I think! Dean asked me "Cas are you Ok?" But he was grinning.

"Okay has a lot of implications." I slapped my mouth hard. Shit I am doing the nervous talk!

"Oh Cas! Are you having a nervous talk?" Dean blushed which made his eyes more green, smaller and sexy.

The "Nervous Talk" is apparently where my brain goes when I am very nervous. My brain tries to compensate by being too logical. How amusing am I? Such a Nerd!

"Aww Cassie is giving me the nervous talk." He leans in locking gaze with mine and moving his lips more slowly. I smelt Dean and I feel my nose go to heaven. And frankly my heart to the race track. "I-I don't know what..." I stopped, who am I fooling? I just leaned in for the kiss!

But Dean had a better idea. He drew back as I leaned in! Why is he torturing me??! He left laughing and went in the office. I grumpily followed him.
So, I did end up in the motel after all!

Hmm what am gonna do about Michael? What am I gonna do about myself? Maybe, I'll ask Dean if.. No.
Castiel you are legally capable of being in your own now, you have a part-time job and an on going education! Yes Castiel you're not yet hopeless!

"Cas?!" Dean's voice brought me back. His soft hands grabbed mine and held on to it.
"Dean?"
"You ok?" Dean chased my eyes, I attempted to avert it when I open my mouth but said nothing.
I feel him tug me and we walked towards the end of the rooms.

I hear a door creaked and felt myself being led inside. I heard the door closed.

I feel numb. Is it because my blood is rushing to fast? Is it because my head is full of crap right now? Is it because whatever is gonna happen I am sure its my first time?

I felt my body hit the bed.
"Oh!"

"Yeah just sleep ok." I heard Dean. He slumped on the bed next to me. He let out a sigh. "Sorry" I look to Dean. My thoughts whirled into one line.

"Dean?" I couldn't help it anymore.
"Dean! I was scared! Dean Michael got mad, he got mad and..." I chocked

Dean scrambled to my side. "Shh! I am sorry! I don't mean to sound like a jerk
Cas, I'm sorry!" He put his arms around me.

"I left! I left Dean!"
"What? You..you were kicked out!"
"No-yes in a manner of speaking."
"Haha Cas you're adorable when your lost in words! Sorry, I won't chuckle again!" Dean slapped his forehead realizing I was still crying.

"Dean. He made me choose." I stopped crying. Somehow me recalling what happened is hard but knowing what I stood for? It made me proud.

"Choose? Choose what?" Dean's face relax when he saw wiped my own tears.

"I choose you!" I smiled and answered breathlessly, this is an understatement to what bursted inside me as I said this to Dean.

I don't care if Dean laughs, I don't care if he ruffles my hair and make a Pokemon joke about it! All I cared about is the warm feeling that started from my chest and spread all over me. It is pure pleasure!

Dean chuckled, then laughed. He returned his gaze to me. I was confused with his action, but again I did not regret what I said and did.

He stood. He paced the room twice before stopping and looking back to me.
"Can I have a word please? Just one?" I told him

"I have two, would you still want it?" He came to me again. Sat beside me, he hooked his left arm to my waist and gripped me closer to him.

I could feel his racing heartbeat. Same tempo as mine. I put my arms around his neck and he leaned his forehead to mine. I am drowning in a pair of green ponds, and I want to go deeper.
I nod and I felt him draw a breath "Thank you!"

I blinked. And I understood, it made my inside swell and I must have looked crazy because I felt my face got dragged up by some weird happy force! My lips hurt in its corners like strings got pulled up suddenly.

"I love you Dean Winchester!"
"I love you Castiel Novak"
And finally, He leaned into my lips. His soft melted with mine. His right hand ran through my stubborn hair, stopping at the nape and pushing towards his face. He swerved to the left as he opened his mouth and licked my bottom lips. I opened my mouth and I felt his tongue slide in mine, I pushed back with my tongue and Dean enjoyed it, his effort started increasing and soon retaliation was never a second apart.

He stood slightly and grabbed my waist tighter. He lifted me up and then pushed me down back again with his body. Our kiss never parting. I removed my arms to his neck and started pulling my trench coat off. I felt Dean smiled, he pulled away and undid his buttons. He threw his polo on the other bed. His white tank top fitted to his chiseled torso. He dropped down again hunting for my lips. He bit my bottom lip as his hands lift my t-shirt. His soft hands grappled my abs. Slowly his left hand lowered and entered my sweatpants. I gasp. He pulled his lips away again. I felt him kissing my chin and then sucking my neck.

"Ahh Dean!" I felt my self have a boner. And he felt it too. He removed both his hands from my torso. He pulled of my t-shirt completely. He kissed and bit my shoulders, he rubs his hardened crotch with mine. My hands cling to his shoulders.
"Dean!"
He stopped kissing again. I looked up and saw him walk towards the door.

When he opens it I heard Sam. Dean grabbed something from the nightstand. "Here!" He chucked a key to Sam.
"Separate room?"
"Yeah moose! Go!" And Dean closed the door.

He pulled of his tank top, threw it again to the other bed. He jumped unto me. "Damn interrupting moose, now where were we?"

I pulled him in, I gave him the hardest kiss I could give. He put his hands behind my thighs and lifted me easily. I sat on tensed lap, I kissed his neck, his chest and I grapple him close to me. I bit his ear and he licked mine.
"Cas I so wanted you for long now!"
He whispers"I dream this ever night!"

I stopped the kisses and looked to his face. He cupped mine in his palms. "So beautiful! I want this !" He grabbed me tighter "I want all this!" He moaned.

"All for your taking." I whispered.
"Ok then, I want you to take your pants off. Drop it far!" He teased. He let go of me and I wrangled my pants off and threw it on the other side of the room.
Dean copied me.

We both stared at each others bodies. Dean is scrumptious! Not in a cannibalistic way...

He pulled my hips to his and we both felt our crotch hardened more and more. We kissed hard trying to suck souls! His smooth wet lips taste like mint, his hair so soft, his features are statuesque.

I felt his hands grabbed my butt and give them a squeeze. I dig my nails to his back.
"Cas? He pulled back
"Hmm?" I pulled him in bed.
"Are you still a virgin?"
"Er yeah. Hence the nervous talk.." He kissed my embarrassment away

"Not after this you're not!"