[Dean POV]

"Hey Cas?! Babe?" I swiftly rubbed his forehead and planted an earnest kiss.
I heard him grunt. I pull away slowly but he hates it.

I pulled our blanket off half way, he blinked his eyes open, his blue pools widened and his mouth smiled slowly.
"Dean! Aww good afternoon!" He sounds really happy.
Its so great! He is beautiful and now I get to see it when he wakes up first thing in the morning! Well its actually afternoon now, but still!

His pale skin is bright and soft, his lean muscular body that is so flexible, his deep steady voice, his pink soft lips, his baby blue eyes.

"Babe! You are beautiful!" I purred and only because he is! He giggled and cupped his hands to his face to show shyness. I came closer and removed is hands to see a flushed face and wide smile, but he was crying!
"Baby? What's wrong?"

"Dean! I am so happy right now! You're with me and--and! OHMYGOD Dean!!!"

"Huh?! What what is it?"
"YOU'RE NAKED!" And he squeals like a little baby, an adorable baby.

"Hahaha well what did you expect! We did just have sex (yup I blew Cas!)!And baby I don't mind you're nakedness! In fact I wanna have it everyday." And I jumped on him , making him laugh and blush as hard as I do. I looked in his eyes and Him into mine.

"I love you!" We said at the same time. And we kissed slowly and sincere. I gave him a good squeeze with my arms and I heard him moan.

"So! Mr.Novak, what do we do now?" I ask casually

"Hmm Dean can we talk? I mean about what happened?" Cas tilts his head and gave me a curious look.
"You mean... How I ended up on top?" I chuckled and remembered how hard I made him screamed, "You liked that sweety?" I winked at him.

"Dean!" He threw me a pillow but his flushed smiling face says it all!
"dickhead, I mean before our golden moment!"

"What?! Who refers to making love golden moment?!" I grinned and it is funny believe me! Especially Cas' expression while saying it! He was basically batting his eyelash at me and giving himself a tickle.

"Dean." Cas sighed and pouted his lips
"Oh Ok serious talk." I sat straight and he did the same.

"Yes please." He nods eagerly, my favorite set of eyes on mine.
"Alright, you were..."
"I moved out." He clarified
"You moved out. And you don't want to go back?" I asked hesitantly
"I don't."

"Ok so moved out, don't want to go back... I say you get your own place!"
"Yeah I was thinking that actually." He rubs his chin and looked down. Its cute! I leaned in and kissed his forehead "And?" We are nose to nose.

"I think I can pull it off! I mean, I have a part time job! And I am in university so... Oh crap!"
"Let me guess! Tuition?"
"Er-yeah." He reverted to the earlier Cas, the worried sick one. I should have just held my tongue and kissed him more!

I sighed "Well actually. I had a plan Cas." I know it won't happen anyways so I might as well tell him and get his thoughts away from worries a little while.
"A plan, for?" He looked up with curious eyes.

"Well, Castiel, this was suppose to be how our day would have gone but first let me apologize and explain, that I had been to Michael."

And I told him! I told him how I approached Michael and told him that I am gay for his little Cassie, of course in a proper way. I told him how Michael had considered it, he did really but it may take more time to fully be ok.

I also told him how that night ended and obviously how I planned on going to their house early to try and make things right, for Cas' sake. Because I was afraid that Michael would have taken it out on him.

And how we were to have a day in the church then how I invited Charlie and her girl on lunch with us (Cas clapped hard when he found out and I promised I would call Charlie and who ever she is taking.) then bring Cas to my favorite place(soon to be "our" favorite place!) and have dinner and then the evening and morning together! Of course if Michael sat ok with my apology.

"Oh stupid Castiel!" He shouts
"Hey whoa! Honey what is it?"
"Oh Dean can't you see! Oh shoot well of course you can't!"
"I'm sorry! I really am!" I was becoming defensive
"No! Not you! Not your fault!" He slapped his face.
"What are you doing?" I honestly felt sick because I made my baby mad.

"Its me! I made things worse!" He blurted with a tiny laugh.

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[Castiel POV]

Its a dream. Its only a dream!

I have countless dreams similar before but this was a more vivid one. So vivid my backside is still painful and my thighs are a bit numb! If only it were all true.

Wow! This dream is amazing! I can still hear Dean, "Hey Cas?! Babe?!"
Well that can't be right? Something soft and moist just pressed against my head! And Dean smells so nice.

Dean smells so nice.
DEAN SMELLS SO NICE! Ahahaha! Its not a dream!!
I felt Dean inched away, no! Stay!

I just felt Dean removed our blanket, I felt it past my bare chest. I open my eyes to this, serene man looking down with the earth in his eyes! A tiny bright sunshine reflected by his back that gave him a golden glow. His smile is just a heart stopper! His messy hazel head made his face more prominent.

I woke up to heaven!

"Babe you're beautiful!" His words sound so surreal! I felt a choker coming up, I was gonna cry again, but now because I am just happy!

I felt him get close again and gently pull my hands away. I sobbed but smiled at him, he is still there, he is real! "Baby? What's wrong?" Oh that concern tone of his melts everything about me!

I am just so happy, I am warm inside but somehow its chilly! Oh my god I am naked! Dean is naked! Wow! I was in bed with naked Dean! I can die now!
I had my first with Dean! I so frigging can totally die now!

He pounces on me again, could we have seconds?! Oh what the heck! Castiel stop, you are a decent human being!

His eyes bore on me, I feel my heart relax, I feel this warmth from him, not physically but like a warm cozy breeze I look forward to when I am exhausted.

"I love you!" Unbelievable, our souls just really have amazing timing. He leaned in for a tender kiss and he wraps me in his arms, the squeeze he gave made me want to deepen our kiss.

Dean asked me what we could do today, he told me last thursday that he had it all planned out. What happened must have messed it all up.

I should come clean to Dean, he has to know! I wasn't kicked out, well not straight forwardly I guess, I did give Michael the options. And I was too mad to understand Michael, I was the one who rushed away from him.

Dean had the same thought about me getting my own place. I can dig that! I mean I have thought about ways how, it doesn't have to be as extravagant as what I have at home! I can live simply.

Oh Jimmyny! I did not think about the university! Maybe I need more time to consider going solo, I don't want to stay at home anymore but looks like I have to.

Dean explains his side of the story. Now I remembered what Michael had mentioned, he did say Dean talked to him. Oh lord I ruined it!! I am so stupid!

From how Dean described it , looks like I made it worst! I mean sure Michael said no twice but he did not asked Dean to stop! He merely asked him to not be seen in public!

And I just had to make things easier! Ughh I could kill me sometimes!

"We could not foresee it, its fine!" Dean tried to calm me down after my excellent epiphany of absolutely wrecking what could have been nice.
"Huh, Dean you shouldn't spoil me trust me, I am no good spoiled."

"I will! Because I might enjoy a sassy Cas on sexy time!" Dean clashed our lips together, I felt his tongue looking for mine, I met his. He moaned and groaned, I latched onto him. Then he went and bit my neck and lick it. I showered his neck with kisses.

But then someone knocked.
"Dean! Are you up? Can we talk?" It was Sam.

"Oh right! Gabriel!" I whispered because I am breathless.

"Give us a moment!" Dean called out.
"So Cas, shower?"

I nodded and got up. I heard Dean sigh, he sounds like he loves what he sees, I went to my bag and picked clothes and a towel, he arrange his previous ones, I opened the shower and stepped in. Dean quickly follows, "I thought it would save more time." He smoothly whispers before having our kiss.

We finished and got dressed. We went to the other room.
"Dean? Why are our rooms not next to each other?" I asked him
"Trust me Cas, its a precaution." Dean snickered.
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I finally rejoined Gabriel, he told me he choose to leave because he was too worried about me. Again I screwed that up, but he kept saying it was his choice.

Dean apologized to Gabriel for what he and Michael had the night before. Gabriel merely laughed and praised Dean.

"So, Sam...you and Gabriel?" I asked very happy for Gabriel,
Sam blushed but smiled widely and nod.
"Aww how sweet!" Gabriel teased his Sam who gave him a hug.

"Cas, you want to tell Gabe what we were talking about?" Dean asked
"I have to?"
"If its about your sex leave me and Sammy out, we have our own!" Gabriel laughed "Gabe! Shhhs!" Sam quickly cupped Gabriel's face.

"Not that silly!" I couldn't help but laugh as well.
"Ok skittles listen to Cas!" Dean chuckled
"Oh Dean! Charlie!" I remembered
"Oh shit! Ok you go talk I'll make the call." Dean went outside.

"So! Cassie, any good news!" Gabriel asked
"Gabriel, I will find my own place."
"Your own? So you won't go home then?" Sam asked then looks to Gabriel
"No Sam. I rather not."
"But Cassie... Are you sure?" Gabriel asked
"A bit!"
"A bit?" Sam asked again
"Well there's my tuition..."
"You don't think Michael won't continue to support you?" Gabriel asked
"I wouldn't count on that. Especially since I decided to leave."
"Good point." Gabriel nods

"What about you Gabe?" Sam asked Gabriel.
"Hmm Cas could I move in with you?"
"Sure Gabriel!"
"I promise I'll move out when Dean joins you!" He teases.

"Damn you Gabriel! Well ok." I was annoyed but I do like the upfront gesture.
"Yeah then we could move in together!" Sam remarked, it was Gabriel's turn to be teased.

"How about university then?" Dean came in and asked me and Gabriel.
Gabriel snaps his fingers "Anna!"
"Hmm it could work!" I concluded "But she will kill us if she finds out we fought Michael."

I was wrong. She totally supported us! Gabriel had called her and explained everything, why we are not on the house and what the vacation leave was really for. She said she had talked with Michael and he is still mad about me and Gabriel leaving.
"At least say good bye properly." Anna pointed out.

"So, when do we start?" Gabriel asked me.
I said we find a place first and then deal with the family apology. He agreed.
"Guys why not stay with us?!" Sam interjected
"Because Dad!" Dean reminded him.
"But he is barely home."
"Don't risk it, maybe tonight you could stay but not for long." Dean looks to me
"It's fine Dean, me and Gabriel could still stay here at the motel." I held his hand and he interlaced his fingers gently.

I could tell he was thinking.
"So what did Charlie say?" I asked him to change our subject.
"She blew my ear off!"
"Really?"
"Well she said they had lunch anyways."
"They?" I tilted my head
"A girl named Lisa." Dean smirked.

"Me and Sam are gonna go to a movie! Finally!" Gabriel announced
"Yeah yeah, you comin?" Sam asked me.

"Nope we have somewhere to be!" Dean tapped my shoulders and pulled my hand "Sam let me have the impala!" And the brothers exchange keys through the air
"You sure?! Its Titanic!" Sam joked, Dean loves Titanic, but he'll kill anyone who rattles. "No!" And Dean rolled his eyes "Come on baby"

The impala roared and Dean smiled triumphantly, "yehehehe!"
"You really love baby don't you!" I chuckled
"Next to Mom, Sammy and Cas!" He looks to me. "You ok with three?"
"Fine by me, but you have to let me top!" I licked my lips.
"I want aggressive Cas! I think you are meant to top!" He laughed but grabbed my hand and rest his and mine on his thigh.

We roll out the motel, "Where are we going?"
"My secret garden!" He playfully bit his lip.
"Oh by the way Cas?"
"Uhmm?" I inched closer to him
"You could stay for the night, in my place I mean. You won't need to pay for the motel."

"Okay but what about John?"
"See that's the thing. I am gonna tell him."
"Tell him?"
"That I am in love you." He snapped his head to me and said that as-a-matter-of-fact

We arrived at this woods.
"Uhm Dean, your garden needs a little tweeking." I narrowed my gaze
He laughed hard, "Well aren't you a smart ass! No Cas come here."
I went to him and he pulled me in a hug instantly he lowers his arms to my waist, I tucked mine to his. "This place is sacred, well behind these trees anyway, I got lost the first time my family moved here. Then I found it, a patch of land."

"You seriously quoting Secret Garden?!" I raised one brow and snickered
"Com'on Cas I am trying !" Dean pulls away lightly but I did not let him go.
"Well aren't you romantic!" I laughed hard when I got the message.
Dean made a face and a sound of a sad dog.

"Aww well you don't have to impress me Dean! Just snatched me and bury me in your arms! That'll do the trick." He is so sweet in an ignorant way and is kinda cute, but romantic is not really his thing.

"Well great! Life just got easier." And he held my hand and swayed it to make me walk beside him. We walked on to trees, and then to a gap, "Watch your step Cas, the ground is uneven."

The breeze was cool, and smelled great, I realized that somewhere on these woods there may be pine trees. I tripped once and Dean held me up
"Its worth it." He said calmly after I glared at him for laughing.

I finally saw what he brought me here for. What was hidden beyond those trees.

It was a black lake, not to big, but on its edges are patches of green grass and fine gravel , some parts even had different flowers, it was so peaceful, you can hear the fluttering of feathers from birds flying by. And on the other side is a mountain wall with trees of green, brown and red-orange and an open patch of green , the sky was already orange which makes the surroundings more vibrant against it.

"This is..." I could not finish my words, it is beautiful.

"Cas!" Dean called me, he was already a few meters ahead. He walks on to a wooden dock. There were two low chairs. Dean kneeled on the side of the dock and pulled a string upward. As I walk towards him I saw bottles emerged from the string.

He handed me a beer, it was cold!
"Water here is a bit freezing, perfect for beer!" Dean chuckled when he saw me almost let go of the bottle.
"So you tie it there to cool? Ingenious!" Really it was! Dean is amazing.

"I've been meaning to bring Charlie and you here actually, for a long time now, but I guessed I wanted the timing right." He sat on one chair and slowly reclined, I took the other one.

"This is wonderful, thank you Dean!" I breathe that cool breeze in.
"Cas."
"Yes?"
"This is.. Its ours now." Dean sigh in relief.
"Ours? You mean me and you."
"No other meaning. I want us to have something to own as ours!"
"You mean like our feelings towards each other?" I think that is good enough.

"Yeah but something else, like this. A place I can be with you without annoying moose or jumping sugar daddies or a red hair dragon!" He chuckles. That was a proper way of describing your friends, very good Dean!

"Dean I don't know how I can match this!" I said looking away
"You don't need to baby that's why I said its ours!" Dean remarked.
"But..." Really, I should give him something to be a reminder of our partnership! I mean this is amazing! I can't just buy a gift at a local joke shop! I mean really , what can top a landscape for a surprise!

"Hey!" He got to his knee right in front of me "Snap out of it Okay! I brought you here to relax with me, please Cas."
"Sorry. But Dean, what could I give you to..to be ours?" I feel a tear coming up, geez I am so emotional. He cupped my face "You really don't have to."
But I want to! My face must have said it
"Well Okay, but you don't need to rush it , and its ok if its not so big. Maybe you can bake me pie!" Dean said excitedly.
"A pie!" I asked, Dean does love his pie!
"Yeah!" Dean smiled and nods

I grabbed his collar and pull him in, I feel his smile and heard his giggle.
"I love you Dean! I muttered to his mouth, he clings to my shoulder and kissed back tenderly "I love you Cas."

That settles it! My Dean will have his pie anytime he wants! I better start learning how to make 'em!

{ Author's corner:
Ei! So I am planning on writing more for the story, but then I think it would be best to not make it longer (sorry about the loonngg fillers!!!) I may end this with part 20 or 21.... Anyhow feedbacks are welcome :)) and if any request comes to mind feel free to notify me XD you guys are awesome! Thank you!
--OS}