Nikiforov Viktor
((a/n i aLMOST PUT YUURI ON ACCIDENT GayWeabooTrash GOSH DANGIT U ))

Yuuri.... The love of my life.... He was right there.... With..... A child.... How.... When.... I sigh as i flop down on my hotel bed and re-think everything that just happened. God hes still as cute as ever and hes really hot as a dad... Im such a fuck up i cant believe i left him just because of my own insecurities and i was so afraid of hurting him just because i thought i wasnt good enough for him and didnt deserve him. God, i look at him and think god, what have we done with our lives? ((a/n hamilton reference ay)) more like, what did i do with my life? Im so disconnected with all my friends and i only ever really talk to Yakov and Makkachin all because im too afraid someones going to someday ask me what happened between me and Yuuri or ask me why i left him and i just.... I just couldnt.... I couldnt tell anyone the truth because i sound so stupid and they'll start to question me more and i just cant take it.

I can feel myself falling for him all over again although i know he hates me, i dont blame him. I hate me too. "Oh Makkachin, who has all the answers to what happened to the love of my life over these past years thats actually going to want to talk to me?", i pout at my pet as he just barks and i sigh. I just wish i could explain everything to him and have him understand why i did what i did but he wont even give me the time of day.

Katsuki Yuuri

"Daddy, who was that man? Why were you angry at him?", my breath hitched at Isa's words and i stopped pacing around the hotel room while contemplating whether i should tell him or not, he doesnt deserve to know his other "father" whos never been there for him and didnt even know he existed til now; hell, he doesnt even know Isa is his child! Why the hell should he have the satisfaction of knowing? "Yuuri...", Phitchit started while looking at me with concern.

"He should know the tru-""BUT HES NEVER BEEN THERE! HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW HE HAS A CHILD! HE DIDNT EVEN TRY TO EXPLAIN WHY HE LEFT!", at this point i started to sob as i fall to my knees on the hotel room floor while Phitchit and Isa rush over to comfort me. "Isa... That man... Was..... Your other father...", i sighed. "My... What..?", he looks shocked yet concerned at the same time; its now or never, Yuuri. You got this.