Katsuki Yuuri

I cant sleep. Isa and Phitchit fell asleep after the story i told them and i'm not sure how Isa is gonna react to knowing his other "father" now. Is he gonna want Viktor in his life? is he gonna hate him? He knows that Viktor left me and knows how we got engaged and the story of everything that happened up until i gave birth to him. I need some fresh air to clear my mind. I sigh and stand up, putting on my big brown coat. I open my door and just as i walk out, i accidentally bump into someone which makes my door shut and both of us fall. "Fuck, uh, sorry-", i then look up and see him. "Nevermind, watch where you're going next time asshole.", i stand up and he gets up after i do which just makes me more annoyed. "Yuuri, can we talk? Please?", he begs me but i just scoff at him and turn away.

"Sorry, i dont talk to people who get engaged to someone then after a month of being engaged, they have sex and then their partner just ups and leaves them without reason.", i snarl at him bitterly. "Yuuri, just let me explain-""i dont wanna hear it, nikiforov.", i cut him off and start to walk away and walk outside. Why is he even here? what does he want? and why is he in the same hotel as me? does he know Isa is his son? i hear footsteps and suddenly the bench creaks as someone sits next to me, i dont even need to look to see who it is. "You hurt me. You left me. We had a great night of passion and then you just left me. You didnt even-", i stopped myself before i could even tell him about Isa because he doesnt deserve to know; plus he'd probably think i'm just some freak. My heart still beats fast around him and i still feel butterflies. I dont wanna fall for him again. "I know. Im sorry. I didnt have a-""A WHAT, VIKTOR?! YOU DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE?! OBVIOUSLY YOU DID BECAUSE YOU JUST DECIDED TO LEAVE ME WITHOUT A WORD, THEN CHANGE YOUR NUMBER AND LEAVE NOTHING BUT A NOTE SAYING YOU LEFT- YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT-", he cut me off by kissing me; i really tried to fight him off but his touch made me melt, i slowly kissed him back. His lips are so soft, ive missed.. Wait. No i havent! I push him back and wipe my lips on my coat sleeve, "Kissing me isnt gonna change anything. It was your fucking choice to leave, and you did.", i start to cry and clench my hands into fists.

"I know, im sorry. I know sorry isnt going to cut it.", he sighed and looked into the distance as i turned my head the other way so i wasnt looking at him; i cant fall for him again. Hes gonna break my heart again. "That kid. He called you his dad.", he finally speaks after a few minutes of silence so i finally look at him but i give him an irritated expression. "What about it?", i snarl. "How- When- Ok, so like- When did you get a kid? and i never knew you liked women. Didnt think you'd even have a child with one. Heh.", he obviously looks hurt and that makes me feel good that it hurt him but a tiny bit of me still feels bad although i shouldnt. "You dumbass. i gave birth to him."