((a/n IVE BEEN WANTING TO PUBLISH THIS CHAPTER SINCE I TYPED IT AND SINCE WHERE IT ALL STARTED IS ENDING SOON AND IM WORKING ON ITS FINISHING CHAPTERS, HAVE THIS ))

Katsuki Yuuri
(time skip to a week later)

Today is Isa's birthday, i'm going to take him out to hollywood boulevard to see more celebrities and youtubers, i saw that Dan & Phil are here for a tour so im gonna take Isa to see them since i know he loves them so much; it was the first time he learned about being gay because he was curious why Dan & Phil kissed in a video and were being goofy and weird like they normally are. ((a/n phan as u requested))

I dont know if i should tell Viktor that its Isa's birthday, but then again Isa would be sad if he didnt show up and he would probably cry. I dont wanna upset him, so i have to do whats best. I breath in and out to calm myself down. "Daddy? can papa come with us and come to my birthday pawty?", Isa pouts as i look at him standing next to me in front of Viktors door. I sigh. I cant resist him. "Sure.", i smile as he giggles and celebrates.

i knock on the door and take deep breathes. Viktor opens the door with a smile, "Hi Yuuri, Hi Isa, what are you two doing here?", there goes my heart beating fast again. Hes slightly redeemed himself since i saw him here, but he hasnt explained why he left yet and i'll only forgive him or accept his apology; whichever i decide to do; when he tells me why he left. "Uhm, well, i was wondering if you wanted to come with me and Isa down Hollywood blvd and come to his birthday party...", i rub the back of my neck nervously; did i seriously just say I was wondering? it wasnt me, it was Isa. And why am i nervous? its only Viktor. Fuck, i guess i have always been sort of nervous around him.

"I'd love to!", he gives me that same heart shaped smile that makes my heart beat falter everytime and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside; i hate him for making me fall for him again.

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Nikiforov Viktor

I cant believe Yuuri invited me to hang out with Isa and him, im glad hes letting me into Isa's life. Isa has even started calling me papa and it makes me so happy. Theres just still a part of me that isnt quite happy yet because i dont have Yuuri as mine. I cant say yet because i know he doesnt want me back and it hurts but that doesnt mean im not gonna try.

"Oh my gosh! Dan and Phil, im a huge fwan! When i saw you two kiss on that Pinof i thought you two were cute together!", Isa giggles as the two men smile at him, Dan then squats with Phil standing next to him as they start talking to Isa. "remember these words, kid. Love isnt about gender, love isnt limited. Love is forgiving someone even if they did something to hurt you, love is always being there for someone when they're feeling down or just wanna hang out. Love is falling in love with your partner more and more everyday.", Dan smile as Isa stares in awe.

I look over to Yuuri and he turns to look at me, he gives me a small smile in return. I smile back at him. I need to tell him the truth, its now or never. "Yuuri. Can i tell you something? Its about why i left you..", i sigh as he gives me a sad expression and looks away, "Sure.", he says and his expression suddenly turns angry; i think i reminded him that hes angry at me. Fuck.

"Well, you see... I got really insecure... I thought that you were just so perfect and beautiful and cute... I just... I thought you were too amazing for me, i was scared that one day you'd realise im not perfect and that im just some ugly old guy and you would leave me for someone better... i was so afraid of losing you that i ended it myself and i knew if i saw your face or heard your voice begging me to come back that it would be even harder for me to leave and i didnt want to leave but my body and subconcious had minds of their owns.... I just.. I'm so so sorry, Yuuri... I know sorry wont fix anything anything and i know that you wont forgive me but i really am truly sorry...", we walked away from Dan & Phil and to some park while i was talking. Isa fell asleep at Yuuri's feet while we sat on a bench.

"Oh, Vitya....", and hes found my weakness by going back to the nickname. "I was never planning on leaving you, you were my everything...", he scoots closer to me and i scoot closer to him with our faces really close. "I know im really really sorry, i just-", and at this moment; the love of my life was back to me because his lips were on mine in a soft and romantic, love filled kiss. Then a flash of a camera went off.