li shuo looked at zhao jinxin for five seconds, then smiled lightly and shook his head: "jinxin, you know that i can't refuse you now..."

"that's why i'm saying it now."

"it's just that feelings are feelings..."

"thanks is thanks, i know." zhao jinxin smiled, "well, we still have a tacit understanding." "

li shuo lost his smile, but his eyes were a little painful: "i don't want to lie to you, even if you lie in a hospital bed now, i can't lie to you." i believe you like me, but what i am worried about is that in the future, i will be full of confidence and courage twice, and i will be scattered by you, and i am afraid that there will be a third time. "

"yes." zhao jinxin grabbed li shuo's hand, "i know that asking you to give me another chance is to make you take a huge risk, but only if you give me this opportunity, can i prove that your adventure is worth it." he smiled, "like you said, i'm an asshole, i tried every means to force you to accept me, it's not as effective as the current moment, i won't let it go." "

li shuo nodded and said helplessly, "this is indeed you." "

ZHAO JINXIN GRABBED LI SHUO'S HAND, LEANED OVER TO HIS LIPS AND KISSED IT: "DON'T TALK ABOUT A HAND, I AM WILLING TO LIE DOWN IN THE ICU, JUST FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY." "

"don't say anything like that." li shuo flicked the door of his head.

zhao jinxin hugged li shuo, rubbed his chin on his shoulder, smiled and closed his eyes: "but what i said is true." "to be able to hug li shuo back into his arms, the price he is willing to pay is even more than he imagined, to talk about a love affair like this is the stupidest and stupidest thing he has ever done in his life, but he can no longer correct the mistakes of the past, he must occupy this person's future."

li shuo caressed zhao jinxin's back, and his mood was as calm as a lake for a moment. he didn't know how to describe it, as if he was relieved that he had no choice, and as if he were thankful that the so-called "no choice" choice was following the deepest and deepest heart he did not dare to face.

in short, he could not resist the liking for zhao jinxin, compared to the torture given to him by zhao jinxin, his own intellectual and emotional competition was even more torturous to his physical and mental exhaustion, that is, the self-protection mechanism in his nature was fighting against his desires, and the two sides fought in full swing, turning his heart into a scorched battlefield.

now that he finally didn't have to endure these things anymore, just like chang wenyou said, zhao jinxin must be his destiny. and how long this is destined to last depends on themselves, he wants to give zhao jinxin a long, heavy, deep lesson, increase the cost of his mistakes, and then use the web of gentleness and love to trap him in it.

li shuo said softly, "three agreements." "

"thirty will do."

"first, don't live out, second, don't interfere with dating, and third, don't spy on me."

zhao jinxin smiled and said, "obey the order." "

"will you be obedient this time?"

"yes, 100 percent uncle li's good baby."

li shuo snorted: "still 'good baby', such a big person, such a big man, don't blush?" "

"i'm good looking, i don't blush."

li shuo pinched his cheek, and then said, "jinxin, you must always remember that no matter what kindness i owe you, i am willing to repay it with the same thing, but i don't owe you feelings, i don't pay back feelings, i promise you because i like you, i want to give us one last chance between, absolutely, one last time." "

"i understand." zhao jinxin's eyes flashed with a warm flame, and he couldn't help but hold the back of li shuo's head, kissed him heavily, and said heartily: "thank you." "

li shuo smiled softly.

"by the way, you took care of me the night before, didn't you?"

"you say."

"i know it's you." zhao jinxin skimmed his lips, "as a result, as soon as i woke up, you disappeared, and let the assistant deceive me." "

"who let you spoil so much good wine on me?" li shuo said angrily.

zhao jinxin smiled and said, "am i not your heart and liver baby, drinking a few bottles of wine from you is painful." "

"i don't feel sorry for you to drink, i'm sorry for you to spoil good wine as a draft beer." li shuo rubbed his hair, "and that drinking method is too damaging to the body, so you are not allowed to drink like that in the future." "

zhao jinxin fell into li shuo's arms and said, "i listen to my uncle li everything." "

li shuo looked at zhao jinxin's hair xuan'er, and his mood was very delicate. zhao jinxin is really very divided, dealing with the fierceness of lao diao's gang makes him feel chilled, but now this person who is greasy with him is really the same person... could it be the psychological trauma of childhood that creates multiple personalities? but is there a multiple personality switch so smoothly?

"that's right." zhao jinxin thought of something, "my brother didn't embarrass you." "

"he doesn't have that skill."

"you two..." zhao jinxin smiled, "it's easy to persuade you, it's hard to persuade my brother, or let my sister-in-law cure him." "

li shuo shrugged his shoulders, he also remembered something, and said slightly embarrassedly: "zhao zong also knows about our relationship." "

"my dad's eyes are strong, he just doesn't say anything, did he say anything to you?"

"i didn't say anything."

zhao jinxin breathed a sigh of relief.

li shuo hesitated, "what, are you afraid that he will object?" because his family atmosphere is open and free, he hardly thinks about family obstacles, but he can't help but think about zhao jinxin.

"he? he wouldn't object, he was always afraid of me... well..." zhao jinxin nuzzled, "i'm afraid i'm sorry for you and affect his friendship with his uncle." "

li shuo cried and laughed, how could he be the same as his father's concerns?

"you don't have to worry about my parents." zhao jinxin stroked his throat knot, "when i was a child, they managed me too tightly, which caused me to be rebellious and deliberately do something dangerous to fight that pressure, so now they are very relaxed with me." moreover, i am sick, but i am the same as normal people, an accident may be a big thing, they only want me to be happy, everything else is secondary. "

li shuo sighed and said with some pain, "i don't want to see you shed a drop of blood again in my life." "

zhao jinxin smiled and said, "rest assured, for your sake, i will also have to live a long life of 100 years." "

"little pity..." li shuo murmured, and he was afraid of the dark and had a blood clotting disorder, and he suddenly had a feeling of helplessness that he did not know how to protect and love zhao jinxin. but he must calm down now, he wants the initiative in this relationship.

zhao jinxin put his arms around li shuo and revealed a sly and sweet smile.

suddenly, the ward door was rudely pushed open, and shao qun walked in with a big wave, and his face was full of disdain as soon as he saw them holding it.

"brother." zhao jinxin smiled, "you have worked hard these two days to take care of my parents." "

shao qun snorted coldly, "don't you hurt your hand, lie on the bed and put something on it." "

"my mom told me to lie down, and i don't want to."

shao qun glanced at li shuo: "surnamed li, cheng xiu will come in to see him in a moment, don't say anything to him that shouldn't be said, you know." "

"i judged whether to say it or not." li shuo said unceremoniously.

"you find a pump, you."

"oh my hand hurts." zhao jinxin shouted.

li shuo said nervously, "what, touched?" "

"it just hurts." zhao jinxin put his arms around li shuo's neck and played with lai, and at the same time gave shao qun a color, and then gave a thumbs up.

shao qun rolled his eyes before opening the door: "daughter-in-law, come in." "

li chengxiu poked his head first, blinked his eyes and looked at it, before he walked in, carrying a large and earthy fruit basket in his hand, he walked to the bedside and said to zhao jinxin somewhat shyly, "i wish you a speedy recovery." "

"thank you sister-in-law for your concern." zhao jinxin smiled brightly and cutely.

"let's go." shao qun grabbed li chengxiu's shoulder and wanted to take people away.

li chengxiu ignored him, looked at li shuo, as if plucking up the courage to say, "big brother li is... very special people, you guys are good, okay. he blushed first when he finished.

zhao jinxin smiled, "sister-in-law rest assured." "

li shuo smiled, "cheng xiu, thank you, another day..."

"change the fart." shao qun held out a middle finger to li shuo behind li chengxiu's back, "cheng xiu is gone, the hospital smells so bad, you hurry home." "

"i'll see him..."

"isn't this all over, he's fine, ming'er will be discharged from the hospital."

"but i..."

"walk around, go home and feed the dog." shao qun coaxed li chengxiu out of the ward.

zhao jinxin smiled and said, "my brother is really careful with his eyes, it's funny to see you stimulate him." "

"yes, then i should stimulate him more?"

"forget it." zhao jinxin smiled, "it's much more exciting, and i have to be careful with my eyes." "

li shuo smiled.

after a while, lady zhao came, li shuo and her politely said two sentences and left, he could see that lady zhao must have known something, this woman's personality was a little stronger than his mother's, but she was also very enlightened, and all her thoughts were on zhao jinxin's injury, and she didn't seem to care about the others.

when li shuo walked out of the ward, he saw wen xiaohui, who was obviously waiting for him, and wen xiaohui looked at him with a complicated look.

li shuo walked over and rubbed his head: "go, eat and go." "

wen xiaohui hugged his arm and sighed, "you think about it." "

"i think so."

wen xiaohui tilted his head on his shoulder: "brother li, i used to think that you would definitely have a more rational and intelligent life than me, and now it seems that we are also pitied by the same disease." "

li shuo smiled lowly, "so we are friends." "

"let's go have a drink."

"what kind of wine to drink at noon."

"i need a drink right now." wen xiaohui covered his forehead, "thinking that my male god fell into the hands of that little goblin, i have to drink a drink to slow down." "

li shuo laughed loudly.