after li shuo got into the car, he dialed the phone back.

zhao jinxin picked up the phone almost instantly: "uncle li, are you back?" 

"you're telling the truth, are you playing tricks?"

"no." zhao jinxin said in ai ai, "i am really afraid of the dark, no one accompanies me at night, i have to turn on a light to sleep." 

li shuo has indeed heard that many people have such a habit, for a while can't eat zhao jinxin is not serious, if it is true, then now zhao jinxin should be afraid. he said helplessly: "then you wait for me, i will go now, is there an emergency light or candle at home?" "

"yes." zhao jinxin whispered, "but the light source is too small, and it looks even more terrifying." "

li shuo was a little convinced that zhao jinxin was really afraid of the dark, so he reassured: "don't be afraid, i will arrive soon." while driving, he thought, zhao jinxin was mighty and fierce when he solved the three robbers, how he always had a child-like side, of course, in bed there was a side of the adulterous demon possession, such a multi-faceted and fickle zhao jinxin, both dangerous and sexy and cute. among the people he has interacted with, no one can make people feel more happy from body to heart than zhao jinxin.

li shuo couldn't help but fantasize about zhao jinxin hiding in the dark room wrapped in a quilt, waiting for himself to comfort the picture, and the corners of his mouth could not restrain himself from rising on the ground.

li shuo rushed to zhao jinxin's house as quickly as possible, and the whole building was indeed pitch black, and it seemed that the power outage was not false.

this luxury apartment has a generator to provide emergency power, so the elevator can still be used, li shuo went upstairs, just knocked on the door twice, the door opened like a whirlwind, a tall shadow from the darkness into his arms, hugged him tightly.

li shuo felt a pang of pity in his heart, he patted zhao jinxin's back and said softly, "okay, don't be afraid, uncle li is here." 

zhao jinxin gently licked the kiss marks he had planted, revealing a proud smile: "so slow." 

"it's still slow, i almost ran a red light."

zhao jinxin did not let go, so he hugged li shuo and moved back into the house.

this apartment is a duplex structure, the single-storey area is more than two hundred square meters, the living room is very large, now it is pitch black, looking out from the spacious floor-to-ceiling windows, there are no taller buildings around, only the dark clouds and the dark blue night sky, which looks a little scary.

li shuo rubbed zhao jinxin's hair hard: "okay? i'm all here, not afraid. "

zhao jinxin then raised his head and looked at li shuo sadly: "are you happy dating?"

"why aren't you happy to see the deceased doing well?" li shuo didn't want to talk to zhao jinxin about han feiye, and he suddenly remembered something, "when did you change my caller id picture?" it's too silly, what if my parents see it. "

zhao jinxin shrugged his shoulders, not afraid at all: "i want you to think of me all the time." "

li shuo deleted the caller id in front of him: "next time, don't mess around." he pointed to his neck, "this too, i'm serious, i'll be angry if you do this again." 

zhao jinxin hooked his neck: "what, affecting your relationship with your ex-boyfriend?" he deliberately accentuated the pronunciation of "anterior."

"it has nothing to do with who i go to see, and it's not polite to meet anyone with this kind of thing."

"then you can come too, and we'll even out." zhao jinxin tilted his neck and leaned up.

li shuo pushed his head away: "i'm not that interested." li shuo saw the emergency light on the table and turned it on, "isn't it quite bright?" 

"not enough, i want you to accompany me."

li shuo said helplessly, "have you eaten?" 

"nothing."

"i'll go make you something to eat." li shuo carried the emergency light into the kitchen and took out a few dishes from the refrigerator.

zhao jinxin hugged him from behind, his head pressed against his neck, like a large koala.

li shuo cried and laughed: "you plan to let me cook like this?" 

"if you do it, i'll hug you." zhao jinxin really didn't seem to have any intention of giving up.

li shuo had no choice but to let zhao jinxin hang on to him like this, and by the light of the emergency lamp, he cleanly washed and cut vegetables.

zhao jinxin was silent for half a moment: "what kind of person is your ex-boyfriend?" "

li shuo paused: "he is a very good person." "

"how good is it? how about a good law? "

"hmmm... very mature, very smart, very hardworking, sharp and meticulous thinking, peaceful personality, i have been with him for three years, never saw him behind his back said that others are not good. "

"oh, that's so good." zhao jinxin's tone was a little mocking, "then how can it become your ex-boyfriend?" "

li shuo felt a little uncomfortable with the irony of zhao jinxin's words, but did not say anything: "i went to africa to help with education after graduating from college, but he did not go, so they separated." "

"it was he who promised you to go and repented for the sake of work."

li shuo stopped his hand: "i said it last time, he has his grievances." 

"no matter how bitter he is, isn't he also a rebel?"

"he didn't have a good family, it was hard to find a good job, i was only thinking about myself, i didn't care about money, i thought other people didn't have to care, it was too selfish." 」

zhao jinxin laughed lightly: "if he really cares about money, he shouldn't break up with you, as long as he is with you, will he still be short of money in this life?" to put it bluntly, he doesn't trust you at all. "

li shuo put down the knife with a loud voice, and his voice sank: "jinxin, this is the feeling between us, i don't need or like you to analyze it casually, what do you know?" even if he really didn't trust me, it was because i was too naïve to give him enough security. "

zhao jinxin unconsciously let go of his hand, raised his voice, and said: "so you broke up, it's all your fault, you must be full of guilt, right?" are you planning to rekindle the passion of that year? 

li shuo turned around, stared into zhao jinxin's eyes, and said seriously: "the feelings have passed in the past, and no matter how sorry and sad they have passed, i have no intention of rekindling any passion." his love for han feiye was completely integrated into the arms of his youth, and no matter how beautiful and worth remembering, that period of time was only reminiscent after all. he had always liked han feiye, and he admired that person's character, personality, and soul, but he had long since stopped loving him.

zhao jinxin raised an eyebrow: "really? "

"really."

"so what if he still likes you?" want to reconcile with you? "

li shuo was embarrassed, he had not thought about this possibility, after all, he seemed to be too sentimental.

zhao jinxin narrowed his eyes: "did you refuse?" 

"i..." li shuo paused, and said cautiously, "i don't know, i don't know if after 12 years, our ideas, concepts, and principles are still in line."

"what if it fits?" are you still like him? "

li shuo stared directly into zhao jinxin's eyes: "i can't predict what will happen in the future, what is the point of you discussing this with me?" there should be boundaries between us, right? he was already annoyed by zhao jinxin's aggressive questions, why did he have to answer? he would never ask zhao jinxin how many people he had slept with, and what position zhao jinxin took to issue such a chagang-like question.

"boundaries." zhao jinxin seemed to be chewing on these two words, and sneered, "of course." so am i crossing the line today? "

li shuo lowered his eyes: "yes, not for example." 

zhao jinxin's eyes flashed a trace of coldness, and he smiled: "uncle li is really ruthless, i suddenly know why you have so many ex-boyfriends." 

this sentence can be regarded as stepping on li shuo's tail, being ridiculed by his own father for a few words, he endured, was teased by a boy who was almost a decade younger than a decade, his feelings failed one after another, his face was always a little hanging, he frowned: "i have feelings for everyone, i treat each other seriously, i can't go together is fate, you say this is not too much." 

"am i wrong, you always have a big and holy style, in fact, you are more affectionate than anyone else." for example, li chengxiu, my brother has turned the world upside down for li chengxiu, what about you? have you really been sad? zhao jinxin couldn't help but want to stimulate li shuo, he knew that he shouldn't say a word of these words, but he just couldn't shut his mouth.

LI SHUO SAID SLIGHTLY ANGRILY, "DO YOU HAVE TO BE STUPID TO BE AFFECTIONATE?" RIDICULOUS OR NOT? I'M NOT A KID LIKE YOU. FICKLE? AM I THIN-HEARTED? WHAT ARE YOU WHO ARE FAMOUS IN THE GAY CIRCLE IN NORTH AMERICA? AMOROUS LOVE? "

zhao jinxin's face changed slightly, and he smiled coldly: "who told you?" 

"who told me it was important?" li shuo made a stop gesture, "okay, this dispute is completely inexplicable." your past belongs to you, my past belongs to me, we should not ask each other, there is no position to accuse, this is called the boundary. "

zhao jinxin hugged his chest with both hands: "i am young, i am not married, i do not make commitments, so is there any problem with me going to bed with someone you love?" 

"no problem!" li shuo suddenly became angry, "no, no problem, that's your freedom." so how many exes do i have, affectionate or petty, who do i date, who i'll be with in the future, and my freedom, can i stop this meaningless topic now? li shuo felt that he was stupid to argue with zhao jinxin about this kind of issue, and today's zhao jinxin was like eating gunpowder, and he couldn't understand what was wrong with the two of them.

he was obviously the most restrained kind of person, but he was always angry with zhao jinxin.

zhao jinxin lowered his head, was silent for a moment, and suddenly laughed twice: "well, i was wrong, i crossed the line, uncle li don't get angry with me." 

li shuo could hear the sarcasm in zhao jinxin's tone, and the apology also made him feel unhappy, he turned on the faucet and flushed his hand: "today we are not suitable for getting along and communicating, i will go back first." 

zhao jinxin put his arm around his waist: "i won't let you go." 

li shuo frowned, "let go, i'm serious." 

zhao jinxin was silent for a moment: "i am afraid of the dark." 

li shuo was suddenly as deflated, full of a sense of powerlessness. i don't know how many times, zhao jinxin used words to stimulate him, and then reconciled with nothing as if nothing happened, and he sometimes wondered if it was because his personality was too tolerant that zhao jinxin would try again and again. he sighed: "jinxin, i hope you can respect each other in the future, don't question my life and feelings anymore, i'm serious, if you can't do it..." he wanted to say separate, but somehow, he couldn't say it. the two weren't really together, but at least, at least before, they had had a good time. the thought of separating him from zhao jinxin made his heart blocked badly.

what was zhao jinxin thinking? agreeing to their bedmate relationship, and acting as if he was jealous, rao was li shuo who had been tempered by a lot of feelings, and he couldn't see through it for a while. he wanted to observe for a while, and then decide whether to speak openly or not, even if it was possible to humiliate himself, it was better than wasting time like this.

the relationship with zhao jinxin made him feel like a game for the first time, because in every paragraph in the past, he was dominant, perhaps he was subconsciously addicted to such a stimulating and fresh game, but he was also jealous of this feeling that he had never felt before. in any case, he wants to control the relationship with zhao jinxin as he controls every relationship of his own, and he uses reason to direct the direction of his life, and he should never go wrong emotionally.

zhao jinxin kissed his cheek with warm lips, and there was a bit of coldness in his soft voice: "well, with you, it is better to communicate only in bed." 

li shuo narrowed his eyes and waved away the unhappiness in his heart.

they were originally bedmates, zhao jinxin said, not a word was wrong.