Chapter Twenty-Nine

            I fall to my knees and burry my face in my hands and cry, my shoulders shake as I cry my eyes out. Why’d did she have to tell my parents that? Why did I have to have that stupid plan? Why did I have to ruin everything? I feel a strong set of hands grab my waist and spin me around. My head falls onto the strong shoulder, and I cry. His hand rubs my back.

            “Shhh… it’s ok,” he says and I freeze I know that voice a little too well. I look up expecting to see Kayden or Braden but am stunned when I see light brown hair falling into the hazel eyes. It is Cameron!

            “W-w-what are you doing here?” I choke out pulling away from him.

            “I- I don’t know,” he says with a sigh and shakes his head.

            Of course he doesn’t know. Cameron has never been the type to well have the perfect words and at this very moment when all I want to hear is that he loves me and still wants me and everything will be ok, all I get is silence.

            “Everyone always told us we were just like Cory and Topanga and some even called us that,” he says and then spaces out like he’s thinking about it.

            We have always been closer than the rest of us. Cameron and I have always been so close and everyone called us Topanga and Cory from ‘Boy Meets World’ but, honestly we aren’t like that. Growing up we were just friends, but Topanga and Cory were together and in love when they were little. So Cameron and I are not like them.

            “I’m sorry Cameron. I ruined everything,” I say as tears still fall down my cheeks.

            “No you didn’t,” he says wrapping an arm around my shoulder.

            “Lair,” I mumble as I cry into his warm shoulder that sends shocks through me.

            “Maybe we were just not meant to be,” he whispers and this causes my heart to break some more.

            I thought he loved me!? I also hear him mask something in his voice as he says that and I’m not sure what. The tears fall harder from my eyes as I feel my heart shatter.

            “We can still be friends though, you know go back to how we use to be,” he suggests and my sadness is now anger. Really? He thinks we can go back to being friends!! I am in love with him and he said he was in love with me too and now he just wants to go back to being friends.!? WTF?

            I shove him away and standing up shaking. “Friends? How we use to be? Are you crazy?” I yell in a shaky voice as I stare dead at him. “I can’t be your friend! We cannot go back to how we were because I LOVE YOU!” I yell and I know for a fact that it’s true. Cameron and I will never be friends again. “They say never date you’re best friends, it’ll ruin your friendship. They also say never fall for your best friend it’ll never end well. I now know how true that is,” I say softer.

            This is it there’s no more me and Cameron. I take a step forward and walk past him biting my lip to hold back the tears until I’m away from him. I head back to the house, but most importantly I head back to a life without Cameron.

Cameron’s POV

            “She kissed Braden,” Lexi says bitterly as I stare at the table. Lexi needs to shut the fuck up! She acts like it’s all Andie’s fault! It’s not!

            “Before they stared dating!” Braden says quickly and I roll my eyes. So what he kissed her before we got together he still kissed the girl he knew I was in love with!

            Every one of our parents eyes were looking between Andie, Braden and I. They look confused and well shocked and then they decide to do the adult thing to do in this situation, act like we hadn’t said a thing. They then go back to talking about who knows what. I watch Andie as she looks around the table her face looks so depressed. I see tears start to fall down her face and she pushes herself from the table and bolts. I look around and everyone is frozen speechless. I push myself away from the table and run after her.

            I seen her on the ground crying into her knees and I feel my chest tighten to see her like this, hurting. I get down beside her and hold her. She rest her head on my shoulder sobbing and I rub her back trying calm her. “Shhh… it’s ok,” I whisper and then I feel her stiffen in my arms, she looks up and seems stunned by my face. But why? I love her! Of course I’d chase her.

            “W-w-what are you doing here?” she asks me as she pulls away some.

            “I- I don’t know,” I say with a sigh and shake my head, I really so know why I just can’t admit it to her. It’s no secret I suck with words and I know she wants to hear something that will make everything better but, all I can do is to be silent. I love her! I want her back so bad, but I am no good for her and I need let her go so she can find someone who deserves her. I don’t and never have.

             “Everyone always told us we were just like Cory and Topanga and some even called us that,” I say aloud by accident and then space out. I wish we were like Cory and Topanga. Then we be married and happily ever after.

            “I’m sorry Cameron. I ruined everything,” Andie says as tears still fall down her cheeks. I sigh she really thinks she ruined us? She didn’t I did!

            “No you didn’t,” I say as I wrap a arm over her shoulder.

            “Lair,” she mumbles as she cries into my shoulder and I can feel my shirt sock up her tears.

            “Maybe we were just not meant to be,” I whisper thinking it’s what she needs to hear, but as she says it my heart breaks more.

            I love her so much but she needs to hear this she’s better without me causing her pain. I feel her cry harder for some reason.

            “We can still be friends though, you know go back to how we use to be,” I suggest even know I know that I cannot live with just being her friend. I need to be so much more.

            She shoves me away like I have a disease and stands up shaking. “Friends? How we use to be? Are you crazy?” She screams at me in a shaky voice as I stare at her confused and in shock. “I can’t be your friend! We cannot go back to how we were because I LOVE YOU!” Andie yells and it breaks my heart to see and hear her say this. “They say never date you’re best friends, it’ll ruin your friendship. They also say never fall for your best friend it’ll never end well. I now know how true that is,” She says softer and my heart shatters. She takes a step and walks past me leaving me in shock and speechless. Tears fall down my cheek and I run my hand throw my hair wanting pull it out. I lost her! She’s gone. The love of my life is walking away. I fall to my knees pulling at my hair as tear fall down my face. I never cry unless someone dies or something happens to my family or Andie, but right now all I can do is cry as I watch Andie leave my life… forever.

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