Chapter nineteen ~ Long time, one sided love

Scott to the side as, Channing tatum




"So..." I say in a hushed tone "why where you ignoring me today after last night?" I look down and play with his fingers that where in mine.


"Hey" he grabs my chin and lifts my head "Like I said it has nothing to do with last night. Last night was amazing" he sighs. "Well.. when you went into the shower this morning, i got a phone call" he takes a shaky breath "And a man told me that he worked for your disgusting father and that if i don't stay away from you that he will kill Rose and Mel and that your father wouldn't kill you if i left you. So i did" he closed his eyes and laid down on his back so his head was placed in my lap and I played with his hair.


"I'm so sorry" i said, feeling guilty for the way i acted.


"For what?" he looked up at me.


"For acting like a total bitch, and for thinking that you used me as a hump and dump" i give a humorless laugh, shaking my head.


"NEVER!" he laughed. "Can i kiss you?" 


What? why would he ask that when he can just kiss me whenever he likes?


"Do you ever ask?" i say with a 'Duh' expression on my face.


"nah but i just wanted to see if you still love me" he laughed and blushed.


I shake my head and slap him in the face.


"OW! what was that for?" he frowned and rubbed his cheek.


"Well for thinking that i wouldn't love you anymore, you idiot. Don't you see that i could never ever stop loving you, no matter what" i smile down at him and brush a few pieces of hair out of his beautiful eyes.


He smiles a real smile and grabs my head and pulls me down and kisses me hungrily on the lips. I shiver as he bites my bottom lip for entrance and i gladly give it to him and he slides his tong in my mouth.


I pull away but keep my eyes closed till i feel his lips kiss on the upper part of my thigh making me gasp and jump up, away from him.


"I'm so sorry" i say quickly, before he could even say a word "i'm just not used to people touching me like that" i put my head down in shame, and i could feel my cheeks heat up.


"Astrid, look at me" he stands up "you know i would never touch you in any place that you didn't want me to right?" he takes slow steps towards me as if i'm gonna jump away again if he takes a big enough step towards me "and don't you ever think that you have to do things like that just to make me happy, because you don't. I'm perfectly happy with just kissing you, holding your hand, hugging you at night, watching you blush when i tell you the most smallest of complements, watching you laugh and how you have this peice of hair" he walks closer to me so he is a step away from me and grabs a strand of my hair "that you twerl around your finger when your thinking and those eyes" he runs his thumb over my right eye "and so much more. That is all i need, okay?"


"Wow...um.." I felt a tear run down my face "You got all that from a month?" 


Oh god, this boy drives me crazy.


"Y-" he didn't get to finish what he what he was saying because i ran to him and crashed my lips to his, kissing him roughly. After a few seconds Andrew responded from his shocked state and kissed me back and grabbed the back of my thighs, making me wince with the sudden pain from my stab wound, making Andrew try to drop me, but i quickly wrap my legs around his waist so he wouldn't put me down.


Andrew got what i was saying and he placed one hand on the back of my head and another under my butt and pressed my back to the wall behind me-


"Uh.." someone cleared their throat and banged on the door. 


I squealed, and jumped down from Andrew pulling my -well Andrews- shirt down.


"Um... well, this phone was ringing and Amelia told me to give it to Astrid-"


An angry Andrew interrupted, uncomfortable looking Scott "The hell man! You could have knocked on the door!" Andrew grabbed the hem of the shirt i was wearing and pulled it down more.


"Its okay" i smile at Andrew "Scott's gay" i walk over to Scott and grab the phone from his hands.


"WHAT! i'm not gay, who told you that?" Scott said with wide eyes.


"You did dumb ass" i roll my eyes and put the phone to my ear.


"No i didn't!" he yelled and stomped his foot like a kid.


"Remember when we where up your tree house and you said that you wanted to talk and then when we got up there you kissed me and then said you where gay" I said, then laughed at the memory.


"And your face Astrid" he laughed "It was like why kiss me when you are gay"


"Ha! you are gay!" i yelled.


"What? no.. i only said that that day on the tree house was because i was in love with you and i could tell you didn't like me back, so i said i was gay and the next day my family said they where leaving and that i had to come and a yeah later i met somebody else and it was the same year of the accident" he said, with a sad look.


and all i did was laughed.


"Why are you laughing?" Scott's eyes furrowed.


"You loved me?" i laughed even harder.


"Hey! i was fourteen!" he laughed and bumped my shoulder and left making me shake my head and put my ear to the phone.


"Hello?" i answerd.


"Oh my god! Astrid is that you??"Melisa's scared voice bloomed through the phone.


"Yes its me, whats wrong" i ask worriedly, hoping that my dad isn't with them.


"I have been calling for hours and none of you have answers me! what is going on? are you and Andrew okay?" she bombarded me with questions.


"Well we will tell you when we get home whats going on and we are perfectly okay ?" i reassure her.


"Okay... i have to go and put Rose asleep, night" she said with a sigh of relief and hung up the phone.


I slip my phone back in my pocket and turn around to find Andrew standing against the wall with his fists in a tight ball, and his eyes squeezed shut.


 "Hey, whats wrong babe?" i put my arms around his neck.


"He doesn't still love you does he?" Andrew squeezed his fists tighter.


"No.. he doesn't and i have never loved him back. Its always gonna be you and only you" I lean up and kiss each one of his eye lids, making them open as a tear of anger rolled down his cheek.


"Don't you ever think that again, promise?"  and he nodded.


"what did aunty mel want?" he askked.


How did he know it was Mel?


"How did you know it was her?" i said what was on my mind.


"Well i herd some oof what she was saying" he smiled, down at me.





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