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~Astrid's POV~
Andrews acting weird, i have no idea whats wrong because he won't talk to me. Its getting awkward sitting in the car in silence as he had his eyes on the rode and my head it against the passenger side of the window.
"Andrew?" i asked, lifting my head.
Silence.
"Hey?" i said carmly as i reach over and place my palm on his cheek, as we pull into school.
He closes his eyes and lets out a deep breath before re-opening his eyes and grabs my hand and places it on my lap, forcefully.
What the hell!? i'm so confused! what the hell did i do wrong? at that very moment is when it all hit me. He used me! all he wanted was to fuck me and when he got it he just turned into a lying, manipulative fuck head! God how i trusted him with my life, my chest fluttered, and not in a good way.
My eyes began to water as i pulled the car door open and grabbed my back pack and was about to leave the car when Andrew grabbed my wrist in his hand.
He let out a groan before mumbling a "Sorry, baby" and he smirks.
I rip my wrist from his hand and slammed the car door closed as a tear ran down my face.
'Do i really deserve all this crap? maybe i do...' i thought to myself 'Maybe even mum blames me for all this? GOD I HATE MY LiFE!! maybe i should have died'
I angrily whip the tear away and head in the school without a look back at Andrew.
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Its only the start of the first lesson and i have already been asked if Andrew was my boyfriend, which i declined and if my dad pushed me off the bridge, and yes that kinda gossip gets around really fast and if my dad abuses me, and if my dad is dead. GOD WILL ANYBODY HERE MIND THEIR OWN?
"Hey?" someone tapped me on the shoulder.
I turn around to come face to face to the one and only Jordyn Knight, the most popular girl in school "What!?" i yelled in frustration.
"Wow, how got your undies in a twist?" Jordyn and her two minions Jessica and Amber giggled.
"Just tell me what you fucking sluts want with Astrid?" My best friend Stella, butted in from behind me.
"Uh.. excuse me bitch" said Amber in her perky rich girl voice.
"SHUT up Amber! i can handle these man steeling whores" Jordyn held her hand up in Amber's face and rolled her eyes.
Jordyn walked towards me until her, oh so perfect nose was almost touching mine and said "You stole my Andrew! and i'm only going to say this once and once only, stay away from my Andrew... Bitch"
"And you!" Jessica pointed at Stella "You stay away from Jake! or you will regret it bitch!" Jessica said sternly.
"The fuck i will!"Stella snorted.
Wait... What? Stella and Jake?? REALLY the bitch didn't say anything.
"Hey guys! whats up-" A happy Makayla skips her way over to us but stops abruptly, when she noticed us all death glaring each other.
"Wow, who killed who?" Makayla asked.
"Shut the fuck up freak!" Jordyn pointed a Makayla.
But before Kayla could do anything my fist had already connected with Jordyn's nose and a craking noise echoed through the room as Jordyn screamed.
"You broke my nose bitch!" she screamed in pain and ran at me and grabbed my hair and smashed my face into the nearest wall. Pain instantly hit the side of my head as the classroom door opened.
My gaze instantly went bury.
Jordyn let go and yelled "Andrew baby! this bitch hit me" she sounded sad. Fake bitch!
I go to move from the wall but my legs couldn't hold me anymore and i fell to the hard wooden brown floor of my biology class.
"Ow!" i groan and touch the side of my head and feel a wetness between my fingers, shit!. i hear a familiar male voice yell my name.
i start to get up when someones hand snakes around my waist for support and helps me to my knees, i look at the person and to my dislike it was asshole Andrew.
"Get off me!" i push his chest, but he didn't even move an inch.
"Hey! hey its okay" his hand reaches up and brushes my hair away from my face.
"NO!... i'm the one you want! not this ugly slut!" Jordyn yelled as she pointed at me.
OH NO SHE DIDN'T!
i start to get up once again but Andrew pulls me back down, again.
"She isn't worth the pain baby" Andrew says softly.
"And you think your worth my pain?" i said coldly " nah didn't think so" i push him hard and this time he fell back a bit letting me go. getting up i walk over to Jordyn and was about to punch her again when the teacher calked out.
"Stop this right now! and report to the principles office!... ALL OF YOU NOW!" the teacher yelled and pointed to the door.
Sighing i dropped my hand and walked over to Stella and Makayla. "OMG! are you okay?" Stella grabbed my chin in her sweaty palms and examined my face.
"Yeah we where going to help you out but the sluts held us back!" Makayla gasped angrily, and her face turned red.
"It's okay" i laugh "come on we need to go to the principle office before the teacher had a bigger attack"
"Stella!" i look over at the person that called out stellas name and my eyes connected with Jake's.
he ran over to her and instantly put his mouth on her's.
Wow he really likes her! she deserves someone like him.
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"She hit me first!" Jordyn screamed, in frustration.
"Yes Miss Knight but you both get a weeks detention. Its not going to be argued" Mrs Ford, the vice principle demanded.
"My daddy will sue you ass!" Jordyn gave a smirk knowing that would make the vice principle give in.
Mrs Fords face dropped and she looked scared "Just give me a second girls" she flipped through some papers "uh... here it is and yes your right you don't get in trouble because you didn't hit first miss McIntosh did... you get worce for threatening me" mrs fords smirked and Jordyns dropped and i smile.
God mrs fords scared me shitless!!!
"WHAT!" Jordyn gasped!
"You get a week suspension for threatening a teacher and after that you get a weeks detention for hitting another student. Now get out of my office and go sit in the waiting room so i can call you dad.
"Ahh" Jordyn huffed and stalked out of the room.
HAHA, sucked in bitch! nobody tells me they clamed my boyfriend before i had him! oh.. wait she kinda can because he is my now ex-boyfriend. SHIT i hate him!
"Um..." somebody cleared their throat.
"What about all of us?" Andrew asked.
"Um.." the teacher put her pointer finger on her chin as she gazed at all the others.
"You can't just put my Astrid in detention, its not fair" Andrew snorted.
"Well i don't care if you all want detention!" Mrs ford rolled her eyes "Do you all?"
"Noyesnoyesnoyes" they all said at the same time.
"Okay its all settled! you all have a weeks detention! Good luck" she beamed as Amber and Jessica groaned. "Now out of my office i have enough on my plate than to care about your stupid attitudes" she gave a wave of her hand gesturing for us to get the hell out.
Makayla skipped over to me when we where out of the principles office "You look... tried"
Not tired! sad, broken and every other emotion that comes with a bad heart break from the one you truly ever loved.
"Yeah.. um i'm going to take a walk to get some fresh air" i gave her a fake smile.
"Do you want me to come?" she asked.
"Nah i wanna be alone for a bit"
The silence was defining so i was about to break it but Kayla beat me to it.
"Sorry about Andrew" she said will a sad expression.
I remember when i told her when i got into school, she almost cried and Stella was just pissed.
"No kayla don't be i will be fine i just have to get over it because if i wanna live my life i have to have a few break ups now and then, right?" she nodded.
"So-" she was cut off with the six coming our way with Stella holding Jake's hand.
(A/N ~ If you don't remember the six its the group of six boys as in Andrew, Conner, Jake, Kurt, Jace and Heath :D)
"Um... i'm gonna take that walk now okay" i immediately said and she nodded.
I ran off and down the hall and out the door before the six could see me... well Andrew. A pang in my chest make me let out a sob i was waiting for since i walked into school. God i really am stupid! god i fell in love with that asshole and i gave him something last nigh that i wanted to treasure, for the right one and i thought he was the right one i thought he loved me. There is one question that keeps bugging me is, Why go through all he did for me for sex? why? Fuck i'm so fucking confused! why me?what did i ever do to deserve any of this?
Another sob wrecked through my body as the tears poored down my face faster than anybody could have ever imagined. I can't deal with this anymore. so i ran.
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~Andrews POV ~
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! i can't do this i need to know the feeling of her lips on mine and i want to feel the feeling of her body against mine, i miss her! I need her!
"You fucking asshole!" Katelyn whatever her name is came up to me and slapped me fair across the face , which let me tell you hurt!
"How fucking dare you hurt her like that! she loved you!" Kat or whatever her name was yelled in my face.
"Makayla, calm down he did it to protect her" Stella interupted.
"Yeah!" Conner and Kurt said and the others agreed.
"Okay what... i'm confused!"
"okay let me explane" i take a deep breath before continuing "well this morning i got a call-"
"No thats not how it starts" Heath interupted with a smirk.
"Huh?" the girls looked confused. Obviously Astrid didn't tell them what we did last night.
"Don't" i warned him.
"They fucked" Kayla gasped and Stella had her mouth dropped to the floor and her eyes wide.
Fuck you Heath!
"No we didn't fuck" i said angrlu.
"What? thats what you told us" he raised his brows knowing that i was a virgin before last night.
"No i said made love, not fucked idiot" i said in a 'duh' tone.
"Thats the same thing, Andrew" Stella mimicked my 'duh' tone. "And fucking bitch didn't tell me! Ah i'm going to kill her when i next see her" Stella glared.
"God! i'm not going to talk to you idiots about me making love to Astrid!" i shout in frustration.
Kurt coughed while saying fucked under his breath.
"Whipped!" Jake and Jace high-fived with a woohoo.
Everybody laughed. but me.
"oh dude we will help yous take care of that guy who threatened you and astrid if they come, okay? just grow some balls and go get your sexy girl!" they all nodded at what Heath said.
I take a deep breath, okay i'm going to go get her.
i bolted down the hall and could hear all of them calling out to me to get my girl and that they where proud of me and the others just laughed.
i need my girl.
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~Astrids POV~
"Astrid!?" someone yelled after me. looking behind me i see andrew running after me. AHH why won't he leave me alone?
Without thinking i started running again but didn't get far at all "Astrid baby stop" andrew grabbed my wrist and pushed me so my back hit the door of a random car.
"Let go of me you asshole!" i scream and try to push him off but it was usless he was too strong.
"Astrid baby i love you so very much! you have to believe me! i will tell you everything just come home with me" he said as a tear rolled down his cheek.
"No!" i scream but before i knew it andrews mouth was pressed tightly against mine.
I started to struggle but stopped by the softness of his lips and the way he smelt of the ocean and mint. I ran my hand up his chest and around his neck kissing him back.
"Why are you ignoring me?" i ask the question that have been stuck in my mind all day.
"Not here okay?" i nodded and he kissed me again but just a peck this time before saying "I love you" my heart fludded at his words.
"I love you too" i whisper back. "why did you use me?" i ask.
"Astrid not in a million years would i ever use you! especially with what happened last night! it felt amazing, you felt amazing-" i cover his mouth with my hand.
"I get it!" i laugh.
"All i wanted to say was last night was the best night of my life!" he smiles.
"Yeah, last nigh was the best night too!" i kissed him.
"Lets go okay?" he holds his hand out.
"Okay" i take his hand,
when we get in his car i ask one of the other questions that has been bugging me for a long time now "Andrew?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you think we would be in love if my dad didn't hit me?"
"Maybe?"
"The truth, andrew!" i said seriously.
"okay um.. i don't really know" he raised a brow
"Well if we didn't than i would be happy to let my dad do it all over again then never have met you" I say with a sad smile.
"Don't ever s-"
Bring bring bring
Andrews phone interupts him.
"Hello?" andrew asks
"What!?" he screams through the phone.
"Andrew is everything alright?" i asked when he put his phone down.
silence
"Andrew!?"
He looks over at me but his eyes whiden as another car hits us at full impact making me knock my head against the hard window and at that point everything went black.