Gerards pov
I woke up early today, as did frank. For those dirty fucks who are wondering, no we still havent had sex. But he makes me feel better about my past, and he respects that it took me so long to tell him.

Together, we undressed and headed into my shower after applying hairdye and waiting 20 or so minutes. His hair is still shaved at the sides and long at the front, so he dyed the shaved bits red, while i dyed my whole head. After our short shower, we headed into the bedroom and got dressed into our robes. We both applied eyeliner and concealer to our faces and then woke up mikey and ray, who were curled up on the couch. Im glad mikey found ray.

When everyone was fully dressed, mama made us take our horrible school photos. I felt weird today. Happy, yet sad. Excited, yet scared. Perfectly fine, yet sick. Relieved but also anxious. Im moving on from a huge part of my life. A traumatic and yet amazing part of my life. Im not sure im ready, but what better time then now, right?

We got a cab to school instead of our usual walk so we didnt ruin our robes. Once we arrived, we noticed people taking photos everywhere and some people crying, some laughing and some hugging each other. None of us applied to a college as we planned to work on the band so we didnt have to worry about being seperated like most of these assholes did.

During the ceremony, mama started to cry. Mikey and i walked up and thank the teacher and stood at the side. The head master gave a long speech and honestly i was to focused on tonight to give a fuck.

Everyone did the cliche hat throw and we all went to our favourite restaurant. Because the school needed to get ready for tonight, the day was cut super short.

I ordered a burrito, my food problems are fading at last. Frankie ordered vegitarian spaghetti and mikey and mama ordered the same burger. Ray had gone with his parents which made mikes sad but we would see him tonight.  As we all ate, we had smiles across our faces and we discussed every memory we could think of from the past year of us living here. Today has been pretty perfect.

Eventually, after we all finished eating, we headed home and, with ray who had come over, worked on the new songs.

Dead!
Helena
Bulletproof heart
Boy division
Plenetary go
House of wolves

We tried to make all the songs decently upbeat so that people would enjoy it instead of stand there because the music is to slow.

So now our entire set consists of
Dead!
Helena
Bulletproof heart
Boy division
Plenetary go
House of wolves
Kill all your friends
Thank you for the venom
The light behind your eyes
Give em hell kid
Ambulance
Sleep
And finally, nanana

Im really trying to split it into different chapters cuz im not ready to say goodbye so soon. Enjoy.